i want to get high in foreign cities
travel to places i have yet to lay my eyes on
pack a bag and take off, my only motive to feel free
i want to kiss lovers on pavement my toes have never touched
beneath trees rooted with legends in their leaves
ensuring everlasting love
and i want to feel light, rather than weighed down
anchored to one small town
i want to drop everything and get away
to places where time is altered
and the stars are always present
whether it be in the night sky or people's eyes
i want to fall in love with strangers, cities, and scenes
i crave so deeply to feel free
to start anew

but at the same time
i want you to come too

s.s

She was like music,
and I longed to dance.

Her heart was the beat,
and I begged for the chance.

Her words were the vocals,
and I was put in a trance.

Her smile was the melody,
and I fell in love at first glance.

And if you are to love,
Love as the moon loves.
It doesn't steal the night,
It only unveils the beauty of the dark.

And if you are to love,
Love as the rain loves.
It doesn't wet the bodies,
It only washes the sad dirt of the souls.

And if you are to love,
Love as the wind loves.
It doesn't drift away,
It only cleanse you to the core by invading through each pore.

And if you are to love,
Love as the sun loves.
It doesn't radiates heat,
It only pours its warmth on you to enlighten your way.

And if you are to love,
Love as the star loves.
It doesn't delightfully twinkles,
It only reminds you that not even death can separate two hearts.

And so forth,
if you are to love
Love as the whole universe
& not just a part of it.

All I ever wanted was love and acceptance
But all people see is hate and Imperfections
Why is it that I feel like I can never be me
Until I finally pull the trigger so im finally free.
There is so much darkness and confusion that plays in my mind
So with the barrel to my head I will ask god for a sign
A sign to tell me “Ty don’t pull that trigger”
Or “Ty I have something planned for you its just much bigger…”
“…than you could ever possibly understand”
But I need to know for nothing is organize so I need some sort of plan.
Everything In my life is in chaos Ive given it my best
I don’t have time for anything else for all I do is stress.
Time's run out tell my boys that I apologize for my sins
For I was the underdog in this game called life so there is no way I can win.

Just Ty-