Rotten Meat

Oct 2017

Sam

I want calm mornings
I want to wake up on your chest and in your arms
For the morning light to wake me up
A smile on my face as i kiss your cheek and you slowly open your eyes to smile at me
The birds are a muffled song
A warmth in my chest I've never been able to explain
The bed creaks as we get up
The kitchen soon smells of coffee and orange juice
Maybe a cat maybe a dog with a tiny little silver bell
The soft patter of feet on the hard wood floor
Our tooth brushes in a cup in the bathroom we share
Yours is blue and mine is red
Maybe ill help you pick a tie
Kisses every time we bump into each other as we get ready
Jingle of keys as we hurry out the door
Promises of coming home early and making plans for dinner
The door to our home is locked and waiting for pur return

November 22, 2016 at 11:51pm

#love #kiss #bed #coffee #calm #soulmates #mornings

Rotten Meat Jun 2017

Captive

I want to get lost in the forest
Away from all of my burdens
Away from all my worries
And feel free again

#lonely #lost #forest #wilderness #freedom #caged

Rotten Meat Jun 2017

What I Write

I write poems based on what's going on with me, past issues, current mental state, what's on my mind currently, and real life situations.

This is like my outlet
like people writing songs based on how they feel
or based on the stuff that has been happening.

Because of this, many of them are very personal.
Some are true, some are just a poem idea.
Can you tell which ones are real?
Can you tell which ones are base on what's been happening in my life?

Like a door way leading to my darkest secrets of my struggles.
I put myself here for you to judge

All true words, poem very unstructured. Just want to let you know about some things...

#reallife

Rotten Meat Jun 2017

Covers

Hiding myself forever
Longing for someone to find me
It was easy as hide and seek
But now, I'm a see through

Completely invisible
Though I can see you
And you can see me
Yet you never seem to wonder where I've gone

I feel comfortable under these covers
No one judging me, no hate
No intentional trading of friends
Only because no one else is here

Sometimes I don't want to hide myself
But I traded my friends for these covers
Or were they really friends
I still wish to have them back

Hiding myself forever
Afraid to come out of the shade
Not because of judgement or hate
Because of knowing I wont see my friends

The true friends who are peaking through the clouds

#friends #lost #depressed #midnight #yearning

Rotten Meat Nov 2016

New Soul

Going through so much change
My personalities aren't the same
I think I finally found my future
Lost a friend that I started to know

Went through so many thing
Lost a lover, thought he was the one
No support from parents or anyone
My life took a step off a cliff

I'm still alive, breathing
Taking medications to feel numbness
But I'm still alive
Trying my best to heal

Im off to a good start
At least I have hopes for my future
Most of my lifetime, I've lost hope
Finally I found it

Maybe I'm still the same
But I feel something different
Something that never existed
So this is the new me

I try to stay happy
But it's not easy
Though I have a better control of it
Not letting sorrow win over me

I've learned to go through all of this
By myself with no guidance
Inspirations helped me through
Made me who I am today

So I hope I make it to the end
Living my dream with my new soul
And anyone else who decides to join
Will you be part of my life?

And help me through the bumpy road?

#friends #freedom #hope #happiness #cageless

Rotten Meat Nov 2016

Neon Lights

The loud music, the smiles of people
Getting lost in the night
The lights holding everyone in place
The neon lights where I call home

I am not able to hear my self
But my voice is heard by others
What a unusual home, you can say
Feeling like I belong

With all the happy people

Feeling the beat in my heart
The song, the mix, and the neon lights
Hold me close to my home
The home where I'm looked after

No one's alone here
Everyone's in this together
No one's voice isn't heard
The neon lights keeping us together

So called 'home'; neon lights

Don't be afraid to show your self
Come out of the darkness
We're here for you
No matter where you are

#home #dj #inspirations #happyrave

Sep 2016

Traveler

THE SOBERING

Sobering
The impact reason
Has on reality
Surely the access to
Thankfulness
Leads through
The door
Of togetherness
Down the empathy
Of continuity within
There we will ascend...

Traveler Tim