Cold heart
Cold night
Fighting to stay alive
Waters still
Numbed soul
Easy to just let go
One breath
Two steps
Now under the waters depth
Panic stirs
Before relief
Lord Forgive
Angels gone
With the soul as still as the water

laying unaware of my surroundings,
willingly forgetting about my life
to consume myself with yours.
Sleep  is rare because the thoughts of you stir in my mind
My bodies force of sleep results in dreams taking over.
I wake up feeling un-rested like my mind was exhausting me since the day I met you.
I would not change it for the world
For I know one day I will not have to lay awake,
Holding tightly on to the memories of us
but instead laying comforted next to my love.
For now , dreams will suffice.

She stands in a common place,
so numbed by sadness that even the sadness makes her feel more distant to the world.

She stands still,
yet the people around her seem so rushed,
so preoccupied with them self to even grasp reality.

So her and these people are same but different
because she is distant to reality out of understanding of it,
those around her dont have a clue.

She longs to be blinded like the rest.
But things seen, can never be unseen.
Things learnt are branded in your brain.

Reality is said to be different to everyone.
But what if reality is only given to the minorities.
The ones that look and wish they didn't.