When you left I asked God to take my life, because I had lived mine for so long for you

He told me I would be fine

But how could I possibly carry on in this crazy world with half a heart and the half that I have beating and longing for the day you will come
back
knocking

I am a fool
your fool
how
am
I
still
BREATHING
without you here

GOD please.... I plea one.last.time
I don't want to have to take my own life.