Poaching on the brooding landscape
you crashed while scaling the flame.
A togetherness became a half-truth.
How troubled
I had been for basics.

Then shifting loyalties for petty things
you were holding up my soul,
and I did not move with the changing times.
For the rivers
to walk with green trees.

If the words had the answers
to rebel against the eternal guilt,
to beat the death with pain.
Fighting
for the faded truths.

My experiments with lies will continue!

You asked me why I lost interest,
Can't tell that only to you I invest,
Because I surely know you will soon space out,
That's the least thing I want to hear from your mouth

I know I should not feel this way
Because we are still young to say,
The words "I love you" that can soon be replaced
By "I don't feel the same way" and be amazed

I'm sorry but, I will be honest, I can't take it any further
I do not want my heart to break not that its pieces are together
I wish to stay long, but right now I have had enough
I am free now, I don't need to pretend to be tough

I should let you go, even though it's gonna hurt
I am doing this for us, to save our hearts
From the pain that we don't want to feel
So let's just have all our feelings sealed

I am still quite hopeful that in the end we will stay as friends
Maybe if we wait patiently, we'll be lovers in the end
Right now all that we can do is to stay faithful to Christ
Let Him drive our life in a journey, we didn't know exists

While we remain faithful to Him there will be happiness
We will be contented although the world's full of sadness
Although there are temptations that can bit us by its claws
Remain calm for we know to ourselves that He'll embrace our flaws

There's a right time for us to be together, my dear
So don't be miserable and suddenly shed a tear
For this I promise you, my love for you won't grow weak
Don't grow weary, for there's a God that we should seek

So if we go to the finish line and didn't see each other
Let us just be greatful that by chance we met one another
At least we still have a connection that will forever last
And a happy memory that we can look at in the past.

For once you have made me feel special
You made me smile
You made me laugh
And you made me cry

I felt everything that I wasn't sure of
Every pain that love can give
Every sorrow that I can feel when your gone
Every heart ache when we broke up

The best catastrophe life can offer
I felt when you came into my life
I touched when our fingers inclined
I gave in when I saw you

mining my jewels
tapping into a new field
one undisturbed
one layered for this time.

tunneling through each.
permeation of the rocks and such.
traveling deeper into my core.
burning my oil.
releasing its essence to be free.

being my own resource.
charging my self.
internal viewpoint is path
of least resistance.
trusted, tested, outlasted.
looking within, depending on she.
trusted, tested, outlasted.
confidence in my stance, here.

planting seeds, watching others grow.
sprouting using stored energy,
moments waiting to be.
infinity and, still too...
moments of me... as I search for you.

that grace of the waves
that smell, of energy being made.
charged, welcome, at last
home is recognized.
the resource.

Although our bodies recoil
From the grip of the soil
I'm too tired to hear you
Despite being near you

Though your face I will take
To the grip of the stake
Your hands tied too tight
In the heat of my flight

Please, please stop asking me
To decide what cannot be
Your bones like soft metal
Deserve harder battle

Though I cringe at the sight
Of your trembling might
You're much too weary
To see me so clearly

And stop trying to sweep
What's already too deep
We can't dig when our hands
Are still buried in sand

Sure I can not escape this little fears in me
But it won't hinder me to whom I wanted to be
It may be dangerous but I don't bother
As long as I'm with you it feels like no other

It takes time, but I need to have courage
Won't let anyone to take me on a cage
I want to be free, free from someone I used to be
In order to do that I must open my eyes to see

Make decisions for myself and do the right thing
On that way I can proudly say that I'm something
Not everything is bad to do, it'll only be bad once you forget what is right
Do everything you want, but avoid everything that is bad on every eye sight

I don't know why I feel this way
When you're gone there's no words to say
I hate this feeling of misery
When you're not around I feel sorry

I can't help but think of you
My life was miserable until I bumped into you
The more we get closer to each other
Doubles the pain when we're not together

It's like I'm sort of attached
While I don't even know why our eyes matched
It's crazy to think about happiness
When all I'm dealing with is sadness

I still can't find the reason why
I thought that all along I'll be shy
But when you came and crossed my eyes
My mind can't help it but melt its ice