No matter how weird or crazy I get
you'll still be here, I bet
Cause you've always been and always will

You told me my words were like cold, sweet milk,
flowing so elegantly into your mouth
on a hot summer's day.
But, I guess, somewhere along the way,
you became lactose intolerant.


(d.d.b)

I’m strong enough not to let you see me fall apart
So I hide my cries between my sighs.

I’m strong enough to stand alone against the cold landscape
So I hide my sadness between fake faces.

I crave, I starve, I wonder
And get lost in the process.
Then end up getting back to where I started.

How far will I stay strong?
How far will I carry along this dying song?
When will I ever belong?
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The truth is I'm scared,
But what is there to fear?
This is everything I've wanted.
So, then why am I in tears?

Is it bad to want to be a part of your life that makes you smile*?