I'm usually good with words, but you took them all away.
The raw desire I have for you surpasses every feeling I've known.
The second our lips met, thousands of thoughts erupted in my brain.
Then, only one thought remained; it was you and I.
Us against the world.
In that moment, I knew what it was to feel again.
You've given me that.
I gave up on everyone & found my own happiness.
You made me believe in people & in love.  
I realize now that you add to my happiness.
At first, I kept trying to push you away.
I guess that was some pathetic attempt to postpone my vulnerability.
When I simply couldn't push any longer, I let the feelings envelop me.
Even though uncertainty plagued every moment, I knew one thing;
I wanted every part of you.
Even the things I could never anticipate.
Every silly moment when you bite my face.
Every deep thought about existence or purpose.
Every unspoken "I love you" that beams from your eyes.
Every confusing brow furrow when you're lost in that beautiful mind.
Every dramatic outburst and expression of passion.
Every lazy day we lie around in bed for hours.
Every seemingly insignificant part of you captivates me.
You're everything I want.
You're all I've ever wanted, but didn't know was real.
I never thought you'd come into my life, but I'm forever grateful you did.
I can't wait to see what the future holds for us, my dear.

I lie awake in thought
A fractured shell of what I once was
Thinking about what could have been  
Thinking about what never was
Contemplating what I want in life
I now realize it's simply you
But I also know that's what I can't have
I'm going to live in discontent
I'll never find someone I love like you
I'll have to love someone else differently
Maybe the next person I love will finally be me