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stephanie Apr 2021
love is complex
to some love is se          x
to others love is a trainwreck
but to me love is hurt
love is pain
love is me screaming and crying your name
because you don't love me anymore
and i am going fu    c king insane
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When did relationships
Get defined
By a read receipt?
Will we
Only measure intimacy
By a tweet?

What do we have left,
Why can’t we
Go back
To laughter
In a diner seat
stephanie Mar 2021
"No offense but you're like really fat."
this was said to me in second grade by another kid
to be fair, yes i was an obese little second grader but i had been growing about three inches every year since i had turned three
i don't believe this person was being inherently malicious
but i will never forget their words and the way they made me feel
stephanie Mar 2021
you told me today that you don't think you would ever love me as much as i love you,
you don't know how many times i've heard that
when i fall in love i fall hard and fast
i give my all to those i've fallen for
am i the problem in this
the reoccurring factor that makes everyone leave
what is wrong with me
tell me god please just tell me
i can change for you
i will change for you
please just love me back
stephanie Dec 2020
What am i to you?
Am i your one true love?
Am i the girl you want to grow old with?
Or just another warm body.
Someone to hold for a while, but then discard like a used tissue.
Is that what i am to you?
stephanie Dec 2020
i am spinning in a sea of my thoughts,
reaching for someone to
help me,
save me,
but no one does,
and i drown.
stephanie Dec 2020
it's a strange feeling when you realize you're a bigger size than you used to be,
the clothes that were once big on you are now tightly holding in your newly gained flesh,
I know i shouldn't but,
i miss being sick.
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