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Smiles Apr 2014
"There's doctors and lawyers and business executives. They're all made out of ticky tacky and they all look just the same."
Dedicated to my family for always supporting me as an individual.... Sorry that was a bad joke... Don't tell it at parties
Smiles Apr 2014
An apple a day keeps the doctors away
Alone in the dark keeps the monsters at bay
I can't hear what the voices say
Through the music that plays
I'm feeling sane on this lonesome day

Night grows near and I am content
I went a whole day without my mind getting bent
I wonder where all my demons went
As I feel sane on this lonesome day

Will they ever return?
Will my soul ever again burn?
The pain I grew to learn?
That pain I've grown to yearn?
I wonder as I feel sane on this lonesome day

I crave their pain
But nothing's wrong with my brain
Bang my head till I go insane
Just to hear their voices again
I've lost my mind  on this lonesome day
And I wouldn't have it any other way...
Sometimes you just get addicted to the misery...
Smiles Apr 2014
It's always darkest right before the dawn
So when the horizon comes and blinds your eyes
When you wake up and the sun beats down upon your tears
A new day
A new love
A new life appears
So light the match
Start the fire
A new world order is in your favor
Anarchy we are attached
Accept your desires
Raise your flag and raise it high
And they will follow
All of the hearts left hollow
Together we are one
Our future is neigh
The rage in our eyes
Towards all who have shunned
Our souls aflame
Sanity lost
We only have them to blame
We, the cost
For their mistakes
We the monsters who can't be tamed
Will rise together
Like birds of a feather
When we bring hell
We will not feel shamed
So raise your flag and raise it high
As our scarred fists set fire to the sky
My true anarchist is coming out.... Who's with me?
Smiles Apr 2014
"I've said it before and I'll say it again. If you think you're alive, then you're better off dead."
- Bring Me The Horizon
Smiles Apr 2014
"Sometimes to stay alive you gotta **** your mind."
         -twenty one pilots
Smiles Apr 2014
Those voices had left like a thief in the night
They'd stolen my freedom
They'd taken my rights

They thought they could get away
Yeah they thought they were bright
Till I locked them in a box
And turned off the lights

A pool of black surrounds this box
Bombs, grenades, and lots of locks
They sit and bicker and argue too
Till I turned up the heat....
And the whole... Box.... Blew
Mystery man posted this prior to me making my account. It was a poem I'd written about my mental illness that I'd typed on his phone. If you haven't seen this already, enjoy.
Smiles Apr 2014
Let me just take a moment
to step out of my mind
and count my lucky stars
That you can't see my eternal scars
That you've left on my sanity
Through the clouded view
Of your own vanity

So as you feel justified
Mixing your "love" with your lies
I'll gladly choke down that cocktail
Just to satisfy your pride
Right before throwing it all up
What I've kept inside

I'd really like to see things from your point of view
Anything really just to make this last
But the only thing I cannot do
Is get my head that far up my ***
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