Never found that perfect lover
Never found that perfect hand
Never found that perfect person
who was there till the end
never found the perfect boy to keep me safe
and he never found the perfect girl to keep him striaght

Sticks and Stones

Sticks and stones will
surely break bones
leaving scares we cannot hide,
but words can sting like bumble bees
when two wrongs simply collide.
Fractures can be fixed
while broken hearts reflect,
walls are built around the soul
if only to protect.
Sorry's such a simple word
though seldom ever said,
pride most often wins
harboring anger instead.
Sticks and stones we need not fear
it's the bruises we cannot see,
that hurt us must of all,
I honestly believe.

Written By Kathy J Parenteau
Copyright © 03/13/2014
All Rights Reserved

I miss you
so much my heart beats out my chest
I'm trying to past this test
But God knows I need you
and as i fight my demons
struggle to find who I am
To become a real man
I realize i will never be complete
without you
and I know you don't love me
the way i want you to
and you don't want to spend the rest of your life with me
something I never fully believed we would do
but I still had hope
but that's leaving me
the same way i left you

They creep up on me when i sleep
things I try to forget
things i cant stand to see
all the monsters inside of me
come alive in my dreams
nothing is ever what it seems
shhh dont scream
nightmares taking over me

Everyone is fake.

*I just want to find someone real...