he sits and stares
through glazed eyes

wondering what life could be,
beyond his lies

secrets secrets secrets

envelope his racing mind
causing him to scream inside

what would life be,
if he were no longer trapped inside?

I wanted all the things
You wanted
I just didn't want them
With you

Darkened days
-and brightened nights
Stooped to lows
-and chased the highs
Collect my breath
-As it fades away
Must I live like this
-Another day?
The sleep, it takes me
-So deep, i'm set free
The dreams, they whimper
-The screams, they linger
They're stirred
-They're blurred
Until they can no longer
-No longer
Be
-heard.

sometimes
when i look back to you
i am astonished
with how your eyes
meet mine
paralyze me
with this look
that words cannot describe

Softly.
Run your fingers across.
Never break the touch.

Gently.
Look into my eyes.
Make yourself welcome.

Slowly.
Grasp it with grace.
Silently dissolve.

Beautifully.
Uncover yourself.
Merging into one.