Isn’t it funny,
The happiness we pretend to have
Is the very thing
Holding us back from living.

I've been losing sleep
I think I'm in way too deep
Pull me out
And when I scream it doesn't make a sound
Dear anyone
How can I love you and not love myself?
The fire burns but I still love the smell
Would you hate me if I went to hell?
Dear anyone

She said "I'm falling in love."

I said "I'm falling apart."

I will stop hurting myself now. Life has been giving me too much to be stressed about, it's been hard these days; so I decided not to be the one punishing myself more. I am my best comrade, I shouldn't be mad towards my own being why I am going through sadness. I will take it easy from now on, since life won't do it for me.

How do I express,
To the people I love most,
That the emptiness I feel
is no fault but my own?

Do you ever read something you wrote when you were little and you just really wanna die a little because you were so cheesy?

Me at age 11: " I am a sea of feelings. I am an emocean."