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I said that:

"I’d wait for you,
I didn’t mean
yet putting
my life on hold
is exactly what
I’ve done!!
While you
move on with your happy life
I’m left here..
frozen in time!!
sifting through
the remnants of
what we once had
went wrong
why you left
and how I can
move on safely
while still protecting
this fragile heart.
I wish emotions didn't exist. That way I'd never have to feel.
It wouldn't be so bad if it didn't take so long to heal.
I feel like I'm the last thing on anybodys mind quite last resort.
Even when I speak with family. They always keep it short.
I try not to let it phase me. But I can't help but wonder why.
Sometimes I think that I'd only be missed if I was to die.
Some would say that is a lie but I know that I'm not wrong.
Nobody ever checks on me. So how's that different from being gone.
I try to keep my thoughts to myself but I wear my heart on my sleeve.
So when I feel like I'm unwanted I just pack my things and leave.
If I don't have something somebody wants, then they never call.
But the second I come of use they're my friends after all.
The girl I love might love me back but I can't seem to believe its true.
So I push her away so far that if i was her I'd leave me to.
I hurt my own feelings because I don't want to give her the opportunity.
To do the same thing as my past girlfriends used to do to me.
I try to let it go and pretend I'm not upset.
I know that she will go. Thats something I regret.
I love her but I don't want to. I don't want her to hate me.
But thats what's going to happen the way things have been going lately.

Lovers hold their promises with each other,

When they have a bed of roses in front of them.

Since then,

Your elegant styles have attracted millions of couples to appreciate your appearances.

Falling love with your dignity,

And have difficulty to forgetting your thorns on your stems.

Although your thorns may be hurt if the lovers touch them,

Humans still have a good time holding your stems.

When the blood is bleeding from our hands to the ground,

this means that our relationship is fading away under the passing time.
Every goodbye leaves a mark in my chest,
How it settles like a burn that pushes out the rest...

Until I get the chance to see,
My loneliness still taunting me...
Awake in my dreams that never seem to stay...

How I'd never come to know,
Why you had to go,

As I raise her high too see the beauty all around...
I smile at the world looking back at me...
Lost in her eyes like stars in the darkest skies...
Every day and night that I've grown lost in her light...

Because it's all for her,
How it has always been for her...

I catch the burning rain that melts the very structure of me...
Holding wishes made by dandelions that trail her light...
Casting my hand to measures that I never thought could reach...
I'm giving everything to stand for her, every day and night...

Because it's all for her,
How it has always been for her...

I smile at the world looking down on me...
My dear, you are all that I choose to see...

How it's always been for you...
Say something!
Say something!
Why is everyone acting like I owe them something?

Looking at me with blue zombie eyes yet I'm human!
Why is it an issue when I'm busy?

Sipping my solitude with a glass of Henesy!
Why do they have an issue with quiet me yet I don't harm them?
I owe noone nothing!
This is nonsense!
Find someone who isn’t afraid to admit that they miss you, who knows you aren’t perfect but treats you as if you are, who’s biggest fear is losing you, who says “I love you” and means it with all of their heart, someone who believes leaving and giving up isn’t an option.
A million stars up in the sky.
One shines brighter - I can't deny.
A love so precious, a love so true,
a love that comes from me to you.
The angels sing when you are near.
Within your arms I have nothing to fear.
You always know just what to say.
Just talking to you makes my day.
I love you, honey, with all of my heart.
I love you everyday ❤
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