The thought of you and I together

I imagined it so much it felt more like a memory

It felt like reality

But I know it was just imaginary

It's like you're missing from my life

A dream that faded away

A virus that plagued my mind
Now nothing more than a memory

Daddy Shrek Thiccc

I can't believe I moved on
After all those times
I cried
I suffered
I was a mess

But I don't want to move on
I want to stay

Think there's someone else
That will start to plague my mind
Should I love again?

Told myself to stop
Yet the thought still lingered on
I want to stop it

Can we stay for a little longer?
Maybe a minute or two

Let me enjoy this moment
Just me and you

I never want this to end

I wish we could go back
To when we were innocent

A time when we were together
A time when we could talk

Those innocent moments now fading
Becoming alien to us

I wish we could go back
To when we were friends

I thought I was over you
But I'm not

You're always in my dreams
Everytime I sleep I see you

We cuddle and kiss
and live in gentle bliss

You're always in my dreams





and my nightmares

You make my skin burn a cherry bright red
Whenever you talk to me

My heart jumps faster and higher
Whenever you're near me

My suicidal thoughts get stronger and darker
Whenever you reject me

Pop
Screee

Thats what we be

Being with you is like
swimming in the sea

The waves are so gentle and calming
I'd stay in it forever

But then my skin prunes up
I'm deprived of oxygen

The storm approaches me
And I forget how to swim

Don't pull a frowny face
They'll just bury you in questions

"Are you okay?"
"What's wrong?"

Just smile

Your face is so cute
I'd melt every time you smile
You're just so so cute

Im tired of this
Just tell me

Tell me the words I want to hear



"I like you too"

Robots
can cry real tears

I am so happy
I just don't know how to smile
So they say I'm sad

I gave you red roses
yet you burnt them

I tried to be nice
but you tested me

I told you I liked you
yet you turned away

I gave you my aching heart
and you broke it.

Yet I still like you

Everyone is depressed

Poems
are
just
outlets

"Bye!"
I said to you, my crush

"Bye!"
he said to you, my crush

That's another name on my list.

You don't know
how you make me feel

Then I told you

Why is it this time
you want to follow the rules?
Why not sometime else?

I can't stop
thinking of you

My mind corrupted
by the thoughts of you

The spreading virus
infects my mind

I can't stop
thinking of you

It keeps talking
The voice in my head

Telling me things
That I want to be said

"He likes you"
It whispers

But I know better
I know he doesn't

But maybe he does.

I really don't want
to write about you again
but I can't help it.

Roses are blue
Violets are red
You are dead

Don't pull a sad face
Pretend to them that you're fine
Then it may come true

The sound of screaming
Bounces all around my head
I really like it

"Crying shows weakness"
I try my best to hide it
But it's far too late

Dam's about to break
The water will come flooding
I don't want to cry

Everything is spiraling out of control
I wish I was with them
I keep worrying
I'm so tired
I can't breathe
My heart's racing


But I'm just fine.

Go to sleep my son
Don't listen to the voices
Don't let it change you

Wave crashes on shore
Trying to climb up the land
But then it retreats

Grass sways with the wind
Easily bent and broken
By other forces

The rain starts to fall
Making way for the sunshine
That will come after

I am over it
I hope we can still be friends
After all of this

Suicide is good
Suicide is not that hard
Suicide helped me

Being Heartbroken
I love that feeling so much
I makes me want to -

I can't stop thinking
About what you did to me
I want to die now