The day you left me
I lost myself
My world shattered
and all began to disappear

I had no idea about my next move
I cried all day and night
The world ends for me
it was not a pleasant sight

I missed you
I loved you
You turn away from me
and make my life ruin

I overcome the feeling
of not having you around
I came back from the depression
thinking not of you but all the wound

I regain my self and my power
still hoping for love to find me
I am not disheartened
that you move on
i think thats the best part that i feel myself free

I found myself when i lost you
seeing the world in a new different way
There is always a lesson to learn
And a beginning of new day

With all the hope and ray of sunshine
moving on with a flow
life moves on and doesn't stop
we met we parted and we let go

Yes i am turning 30
Getting a little more flirty
Age remains a number
Showing my side of being naughty
Increasing level of anxiety
who cares about the society
Its been a long journey
Get me on some *****
Yes m turning 30
Now no need to be worry
Am flying like a birdie
Cute and a little nerdy
Meet the new me nasty
**** yes am turning 30!!

The young me
with my old friend
looking at far away
to see the new trend

Hope is i can look for
with a more close look
eyes on my goal
waiting for my new chapter in my book

I and my friend are happy with each other
can sense the whole world
just by sitting together
Smile and i feel happy
at least we are with each other in a this world which is so shady

An era of adventure is about to begin
we are ready to have some thrill and fun
wait world! here we come!
to show you the side that can make you shun!

We arent naughty just being ourselves
this is us and proud of being with my self
no fakeness and nothing to hide
Get along with us on this fun filled ride!

What a wonderful World
We are surrounded by
The People and the places
and the birds that fly

God has created this beauty
to protect it, is our duty
the nature calls for an action
let spread the peace
without any fraction

The sky, the rivers, the standing tall trees
mesmerize the beauty, the deep blue sea
Heaven is here on earth that God has created for us
The moon shining on and darkness reveals the stars
Lets make this world worth living
this place is for love and not for war!!

I know i am involved in so many sins
I know i am not worthy of forgive
You my Lord has seen me into pieces
I ll soon be turn into ashes

As a human i do mistakes
i do repeat with abundance of retakes
You have always hold my hand in trouble
I am at your feet and asking to get me out of this struggle

You my Lord always treat me like your own child
On each and every mistake, you punish me on time
You taught me a lesson upon my every fault
before you, my Lord, my life and my soul put at halt

The stars showed me the light
The hope and to make my future bright
After all the shadiness that I am been into
The heaven calls me to take a look of the sight

O lord! I may be no one for you
But I always thankful by showing my gratitude
You showed me the path and the hope pf ray
To deal with the problems which comes my way

You give me so much in my life
Love me, hate me while keeping my sins aside
The love that you bestowed upon me
Keep me spirit so high


The time when it was difficult to survive
I had no one at my beside
You took care of me whole heartedly
And show me the light that guide

Another Year has been passed
No Regrets in my heart
I turned a year older today
with choice of choosing another path

Sun Shines upon me
With the morning comes a new day
Once again that life is waiting
Full of actions and adventures on my way

A Lil older and mature
Some stays and some are gone
Still have no clue in my head
Where my life is taking me with each breath

The Path is unknown so am I
Filed with tears in my eyes
Its not that i am afraid
Just because I have no one to hate

Its a beginning of a new chapter
Confused and yes still scattered
What beholds the future
I leave that onto God
I know he will look after

Today i turned an year older
Now i have nothing to fear
Facing the challenges with more toughness
showing a side of a grown up with some silliness

Gazing at the stars
is still what i like
Age is nothing but a number
My time has come to strike

Being alone is not that kills me
The society that is so vulnerable
makes it hard to be at peace
We are what we want to be
Here to give an example of humanity
and let other lives to live with dignity.

And it doesnt end
It goes on
The memory has vanished
And we move on
You belong to someone else
Our love was gone
No more us now
Its been drawn
See you in another life
Till then let me morn
We had a dream
which we are not gonna fulfill
It disappeared now
You let it be just thrown

Hiding behind the mask
hiding the true identity
no one has the gut to play forward
Pretending friend on your face
behind back act like an enemy

lies are on their lips
riding on a doomed ships
lost all the humanity in an indecent world
busy in playing their own dirt tricks

Moving with the useless crowd
with their eyes close
no idea of their own skill
just taking the easy route and make it slow

Everyone carrying two faces with them
not one of them is a real one
wander who they want to become
by not disclosing their true self to anyone

In a world which is so shady
no one here to believe
lost all the respect and conscience
juts walking with the people full of nonsense

I Know i have a body
which is so lean

Dont say it on my face
it looks so mean

I am happy the way my body is
Not here to make
any one please

You gotta mind
your own business
Dont comment on me
Dont even try to judge me

Shaming any one body
is not liable for forgiveness

I like how my body moves
it has the style and the **** oomph!!

Slim or lean you call it
on your own choice
I wont change it
I am in love with my poise

You have a problem
and its your silly perception

my structure defines me
just advised by you
I wont take any action

I am in peace with my body
keep your instructions with yourself


The word is metabolism
that you need to understand
stop gazing, stop staring
dont put so much pressure on me

I eat well, i sleep well
I know how to take care of it
You dont like you dont approve
I give a * and i truly mean it

I am beautiful inside and out
you dont have the right to tell me about

Be it skinny or let it call a slim
Body shaming is not acceptable
I wont even give you a benefit of doubt

I am skinny and i am proud of it
I dont need your recognition
just to give you a *

I enjoy what God has given me
there is nothing wrong to remain as skinny
i embrace my body type
i am a woman
this is enough to feel pretty

The wind passes by her
and she was standing still
felt the rush in her veins
wearing a skirt with frill

Lost in her own dreams
looking at the sky
mesmerizing the beauty
Once in a lifetime
she doesn't felt shy

Calm at the outside
smile on her face
not want to be a part of
this era of inhuman race

She was glowing
and dancing in her own tunes
alone and aloof
she was just observing
and decide to remain mute

She kept her eyes open
putting her back to the happiness
in this shallow world
she still enjoys her loneliness

She showed her love
like a breath in the fresh air
remain unchanged by hurt
she still do care

Loneliness is hard to ****
missing some adventure and some thrill
gazing at the sky and shiny stars
O my beloved! where you are!

Hollowness that is pumping in my heart
thinking of you and the reason that get us apart
Hoping for you to come
take me in your arms
I felt under the spell of your charm
and you left cold but
your gaze was warm

Now that you are not here
I have no where to go
I cry day and night
my life is moving so slow

That time we spent together
our silly smiles and loud laughter
Lost all in the dust of anger
you kept my memories in a shredder

What has left behind
Just the tears in my eyes
I saw you going away
You took away my shine

Your false promises i do remember
your vow of not leaving me ever
its all in my heart and its heavy
the truth of not having you around is scary

Day and night I think of you
I keep my promise to never leave you
The empty space can never be filled
now life has left with no thrill

You were my everything, my sunshine and my light
Ill die without you and see you in another life!!