We're having a lovely evening
at the blue river
I'm looking at her
and she's turning to me
like becoming a sea,
How romantic we are!
Don't worry, we are still friends
We're typing inside, but nothing is happening.

In a whole, the darkness is coming
with the stars
and moonlights.
We will stay close
likewise a happy couple,
How emotional we are!
Don't worry, we are still friends
We're burning inside, but nothing is happening.

We're having a good nighttime
here only she and me.
Sometimes we're wondering
that we're getting wrong
How open-minded we are!
Don't worry, we are still friends
We're falling inside, but nothing is happening.

We're having a sweet morning
at the window
and having coffee.
We're talking about ourselves
like we've made our dreams at night,
though we have many feelings left.
Don't worry, we are still friends
We're imagining inside, but nothing is happening.

We're always having a good time
with lovely things
every time, everywhere.
Everyone guesses we're in love,
but we don't know, why are we still just friends?
Maybe, to make a relationship we're melting
into one, melting into one, we’re melting into one!

I don't know if it's love or lust.
All I know is 'you and me' is a must.
I should've known it won't last.
Nights we shared were nothing but a dust.

By the 18th of October around 3 A.M of year 1995, a child was born.
He may not look as good as anyone or as pleasing as anyone but for his family, he is an angel.
Time flies so quickly, and the boy grows differently from everyone.
He didn't bother to consider any doubt of being different to everyone.
He's just like a normal kid, playful as every child in the neighborhood.
But as he grows further, thoughts came into his mind and enough to make a doubt.
And he started asking himself, "why do I look like this?", "what is wrong with me?".
His doubts consumed his playful mind turned it into a lone, doubtful, and twisted mind.
But you'd never see that on his eyes, nor to his smile, for he learned how to keep this burden.
He experienced many things as he grows. But good or bad, he turned it to a lesson.
From being playful and careless, he became silent, observant and unpeaceful.
He tried to show his true self as he tried to get his circle bigger but his burden grows. Keeping him away from everyone.
Because of his thoughts, doubts came in. It makes him unstable.
Now he never cares if they'll accept him or not and never tried to pleased people.
And now he was happier when he's alone rather than to be with people and their lies.
For now he learned that "Life's a survival".
The more you tried to get many friends, the more potential enemy you'll have.
"Do not let everyone knows everything about you" for they can use it against you.
"Always keep your circle small" for it is only for your true friends.
Happy 22nd year of existence.

Truly Yours,
Yourself

He is an exponential function.
Small rate of change at the beginning,
But he grows fast when he reaches a certain age.
    
I am a function of a straight line.
A big constant ***** since the beginning,
But I also have a y-intercept way bigger than zero.
    
Let our age be the inputs,
And our maturity be the outputs.
At year zero,
We didn’t know each other.
We didn’t know we would cross each other one day.
      
We have been working so hard.
We have been living in different countries.
We were like two parallel lines,
Which would never meet each other.
    
But at year 20 for me,
And at year 30 for him,
We finally crossed each other,
And we were smart enough to find our intersection.
      
We are still growing into different directions,
Because that probably will be our only intersection.
But we only need that one intersection,
Because we are all independent now.
We don’t need other people to input data anymore.