Was he worth it?
Did he taste good; make you feel okay?
How many times?
How many men?
Darling you're only good enough for your own selfish gain.
Don't pretend to be innocent.
It takes two.

Screaming I don't love you and I never did! You're just a number in my pocket so get the hell over it!

Her bone structure screams touch her, touch her!

Let's write a poem together. One that's cute. About the sky and why it's blue. A new kind of poem. Remember that time we split that cone? I still can't believe you dropped yours.

I'm often asked why do I smoke.
Why do I **** myself with every breath? Why don't I quit?
I do it because I don't care if I live or die. I had you and I have just one question for the world.
What else is there?

Why call me and tell me you love me? Why put yourself through this? Darling theres only two roads. Love me or move on. I'm tired of you trying to build a path between. I left because you won't let it go. Holding on to every little thing it'll **** you.
Maybe that's all you want is attention. It makes since when I look at your scars and when you sleep around like a *****. You want me to keep caring well guess what I don't. I'm tired of being used by you. Dealing with your *******. Get over yourself and try growing up just enough to get on with your life. I'm happy. Are you?

Why am I always alone?! You said you were lonelier with me then you ever were on your own! Well are you happy now?! Do you finally have that connection that I couldn't provide?! Because I ******* tried! No matter what I did it was never good enough! Now that I left you...ARE YOU HAPPY?!! I'm not...

I find comfort in the thought of death, Sometimes I pray for my last breath. I can't keep lying to everyone SAYING IM OKAY! Because the thing about lying is when you're alone, there's no one left to lie to aside from yourself. The thought of tying my own noose around my neck to lift me into a better place; a place where I can't be sad, can't be hurt, can't feel this pain that shatters me! How is that fair to her?! How is that fair to the ones who actually give a ****?! Pardon my French I'm running. Running with no way to finish or even sort of place. Yet I need to place, not for any kind of award but a place to lay my head because when I'm asleep I'm at peace. In my dreams I can't be sad, can't be hurt, and can't feel this pain. When I'm asleep I'm not shattered. When I'm asleep I'm at peace, there with you. In my dreams we are happy... together.

Wearing a fake smile so well and telling everyone I'm okay, little do they know I'm broken. Shattered like glass from a mirror. I couldn't stand to look at myself anymore, BECAUSE I CAN'T HIDE FROM MYSELF WHEN I'M THE ONLY ONE I REALLY WANT TO RUN FROM!! I wish I could rip out these negative emotions that cause me to feel this pain and replace them with you. Because I miss you.

I need help. Feels like I'm sinking with a solid piece of thick glass covering the surface. Trapped with no cracks to even a temp to breath. Yet the glass is clear so I can still see that theres peace on the other side. I reach but sink, deeper still into this heartbreak I once called love. This heartbreak that's shattered me into a million pieces, I WANT TO SCREAM!! I can't breath. I WANT TO CRY! My pride won't let me, yet I feel so alone so lost and so empty. My heart is replaced with a black hole feeding on what light I still hold deep within...why fight it. I've lost her.