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Ann Jul 2015
It doesn't seem to settle on
Others one has a problem
Until they get their head out of
Their *** and look at a person
For who they are in the moment
-
That's the upside to an addict,
They don't have to answer to anyone.
But when they do,
It's not the truth.
Counting time until time relapses
Ann Jul 2015
Silence lurks through me
Faint thoughts cross my mind
I've been fighting sleep-

Possession takes over me,
Leading me to the desk
Rummaging through the drawers
I find what I'm told to-

Sitting in darkness
Fighting my demons
Calling those of greatness
But none answers-

At the swipe of a blade
I'm walking on clouds
Once again.

*relapse
You knew better then to fight me.
As my demons knew better then to temp me.
I guess everything we do or seem, is in fact, all but a horrid dream.
Ann May 2015
Just stop
      



              go away

Stop asking

                                    Don't look back


Keep going forward

            

             As far away from me as possible



        LEAVE



*As far away as you can ******* get
Ann May 2015
More then a few breaths a day
Over a thousand thoughts too
But there isn't a moment
That I don't think about you
And what could've been
If you only have stayed
I'll always wonder what made you to come to that decision.
But you're the one who left.
What's it to you to wonder what I'm
Feeling?
Ann Apr 2015

I've no words to express what I feel-
I've stared at the paper relentlessly
trying to conjure words of glory to
express the feelings you've caused
In me.
I've stared at the seeming-less walls
With no thoughts running through my
Mind.
I've aggravation because there are
No words for this poem.
I can't do what I'm best at because
I've no feeling.
No words to express how I feel-
Only because of you,
And your pettiness
-
Ann Apr 2015
Who gives a **** if the person who makes me
happy
Is of a different race then me?
-
You married him
You married her
Because you fell in love
with them
-
You looked past their outer
layer of skin
to find what was within
-
But in order for you to have
fallen in love
with him
with her
You had to have given them a CHANCE
-
You've given them a chance without
knowing what would've happened.
-
Why the **** can't I have a chance?
Don't I deserve to be as happy as you were ?
when you first met him
when you first met her
-
Don't you want to see me happy?
Ann Apr 2015
Strong trees also grow to weaken
They stand tall, and broad
They claim their grounds,
They are known for their astounding
beauty in nature,
As well as their shelter, and their resources,
For as much **** as they can take,
The storms they fight, The diseases they endure
They still stand strong.
-
When they weaken, they fall.
-
Same goes for a Strong woman,
compare her to a tree,
She stands tall, with broad shoulders.
Who also claims her grounds.
They are known for many reasons
Reason for which aren't always understood
For as much **** she takes,
The fights, the drama,
She still stands strong
-
It takes a lot to break her down,
When she becomes weakened, she
tries to brace her fall.
-
Nothing can brace a fallen tree.
I'm not waiting.
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