Olivia Lost

Olivia Lost May 2019

The rug from underneath me was pulled so quickly it left me with whiplash. Leaving me unbalanced and unable to stop my world from spinning out of control. So many questions racing through my bruised mind but no ability to say anything except "Don't leave me".

It was too late, you left before I even knew it was a thought in your mind.

Olivia Lost May 2019

Insomnia

Resting my eyes always leads to memories of what I no longer have.
Dreams of you loving me and kissing me slowly.
To wake to the painful reality that you left.
The reminder each morning is too much.
So I stopped sleeping.

it has been months and I still struggle

#broken #heart #wide #awake

Olivia Lost Apr 2019

Untitled.

And maybe I should have know it was too good to be true. But I fell hard for you and really wanted to believe you were the one. You quickly became the air to my lungs and the blood in my veins. So who do I blame when I’m left grasping for air and fighting for life. Because I allowed myself to fall, you don’t trick me.

#break #up #broken #heart #love #lost

Olivia Lost Mar 2019

Liars

I do not want to group every person of your gender in the same bucket but MAN you make me feel the need to.
How can I not when every MAN that promised me loyalty ends up delivering mind games and heart break.
Why do MEN tell me things that make my thighs tingle well you have your head between hers.
When will I stop letting MEN play me like an old video game just for the possibility they will be the "one".

Again and again I fall for men that are falling for too many other women.

#lairs #cheaters #snakes

Olivia Lost Mar 2019

- Coping

Two broken hearts will not fit into one full heart.
We know this, we have tested this.
But we will try anyways, we both need this.
Because if for a second it takes the pain away then isn't it worth it?

#broken #hearts #use #me #leave #suffering #together

Olivia Lost Mar 2019

-too many broken hearts

I hope she can love you as I did, but this time I hope you will stay.

#other #women #broken #still #love #him #sad #wishing

Olivia Lost Mar 2019

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Learning to live with just being someone you loved.

#sad #broken #moving #on #love #lost