Oka - Hello Poetry

Oka May 2020

I would **** to be
the lover in your
fantasies and wildest dreams

Call me a ******* but a hobby I have is falling with people I can never have

#dream #love #wish #fantasy #crush

Oka May 2020

Crash

They say love is like flight
and fills your heart with delight
But it is never like that, right?
It's crash landing from a height
and many sleepless nights

#love #relationship #poem #poetry

Oka May 2020

Matiku

Aku ingin bertemu tuhan
dengan tubuh kering berkafan
Bukan sebagai bangkai terurai
Di rumahku yang kini lautan

#puisi #syair #pantun #bumi #indonesia

Oka May 2020

Love story

Before us, I was a nobody
But now I found myself
As the main character
Of our tragic love story

#romance #love #relationship

Oka Apr 2020

Online classes

I bathed down my screen rays more than the sun
I'm anxious of forgetting attendance
than not understanding ****
I'm not sick due to covid but I'm sick
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#education #class #online

Oka Apr 2020

State of mind

Will I ever be fine?
Am I able to feel happy?
Can my confidence radiate and shine?
Or am I always going to feel ******?
My self-hatred, I can not confine
My life's worth? Not even a penny

That's it folks. I'm hating myself more than ever. My poems are ******, my studies are wack, my body is ****, I can't do anything without at least being anxious and panicky.
I am useless at best.

#mental #health #psychology #selfdeprication #depression #anxiety

Oka Apr 2020

Pillow thoughts

Spent the whole night in my head
Did a little cleaning
Perhaps I should dream instead
and stop trying to figuring out living
but my eyes get lighter with dread
If I ever sleep, please be eternal rest

#insomnia #dread #depression #dream #sleep