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Nikolas Apr 2019
Cigarette marks on the edge of the chair,
The thickness of smoke is gone.
Discussing how life sometimes isn't fair,
Four eyes and two souls make a bond.

Birds in the background are singing their songs,
Slowly but surely they fly.
They get darker and darker, a smoker's lungs,
"It's fine" as I tell myself lies.

Plans get bigger and dreams always shrink,
With time we all learn to let go.
Life speeds up, we have no time to think,
Only stop for a roll of tobacco.

The balcony's edge is this deep orange-red,
Soon the evening will dye the sky blue.
Our hands are now ashy, the sun has just set,
The cigarette's fragrance reminds me of you.
Nikolas Apr 2019
Quiet room and quiet cry.
Tears have paths and there they lie,
on my face as she says 'bye'.

I thought this Easter is with you,
Got blinded by pink hue,
Rose tinted glasses slowly turned blue.

I hope this new person understands,
And she will want us holding hands,
Oh what could my broken heart dream of?

Now I'm in white sitting at the table,
The background noise is our cable,
I'm not talking to my angel anymore.

What you said and what I did,
This innocent little kid,
Inside me,
Is now dying.

But I'll celebrate our Teacher,
Our God and our Preacher,
Who died for all these sins,
And now I see that love wins.
Nikolas Apr 2019
This sky is so grey,
Above this big bay.
The water is cold,
The ice cream is sold.

The beach has its spirit,
Like people should fear it.
My shirt caught in the wind,
As air progressively thinned.

Lost my breath in the sea,
My look hit a palm tree.
As i started to sink,
I had no time to think.

Now I'm just swimming endlessly,
Moving around carelessly.
But as I sprint away,
My soul is as empty as the bay.
Nikolas Mar 2019
What is that smile,
Threatening face?
Selfish desire,
Tie people on lace.

Everything for you
You don't see our needs,
Everyone's blue,
While her Majesty leads...

Show that you care,
But then spit in my soul?
Don't backstab me ever,
You won't see me fall.

Grin, laughter starts,
Pull me into your games,
You love broken hearts,
Throwin' us into flames
Nikolas Mar 2019
Sunrays lay well on my face,
I like to go at my own pace.
Can't tell if its morning or night,
I'll wake up when it feels just right.

She wrote to me saying "Hi"
"I hope everything will be fine"
I don't know what'll happen tomorrow,
But I'm here if it's filled with sorrow.

My friends are naive but they care,
They know when I have a hard day.
Saw me at an all-time low,
They see, as a person, I grow.

I'll sleep through April's heavy rain,
I know it should wash away the pain.
I love you and know you complete me,
You're the one God has decided to give me.

— The End —