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N Pescador Jan 2
why dreams is hard to achieve
specially if your just average

i know from the beginning
i'll fail
but here i am still feeling like a failure
why am i crying
why am i so disappointed

i failed
what do i expect from me
i am expecting this  out come from the very begging
but secretly hoping the opposite

maybe
its wrong for me to dream high
im not a hard worker
i am not brainy
i should expect less from me

i am not like them
i should dream less
expect a bare minimum
what should i expect from a average person like myself
N Pescador Mar 2022
Loving you is easy
No need to learn it
I just felt and knew i love you
It didn’t took me years
It just second of a conversation
And i already new
But why is that
Unloving you is hard
I have to learn it
It took me years and i still love you
Even google have a wrong answer
Is there a way to learn to unlove you
Loving someone is easy but unloving them is hard.
N Pescador Feb 2022
They say “life is beautiful”
They say “living is a gift”
Then why does it feels like everyday is hell
Why do i need to fight though the day to have another day
Why do i need to suffer
When all i want is to be happy
If life is beautiful and life is a gift
Why mine is a nightmare
N Pescador Sep 2021
I smile
I say the proper responds
I do the right thing
I study hard
I follow the right tract
Im a perfect daughter
And also
Im a robot

What really inside of the robot
Me
I’m sad but no know notice
Im screaming for help but no sound
Im studying in college
But Im not really sure what i want
Im an adult but I don’t know anything about me
Im not happy and not enjoying my life
I think I dead inside
N Pescador Jun 2021
I can’t breath with you around
I can’t breath seeing you with other people
Hugging other people
Kissing other people
Flirting other people
I can’t breath
But i want to be with you
I want to keep breathing with you around
I want to live with you around
I want to keep breathing because of you
N Pescador May 2021
People can’t live without love
Living means nothing if you have nothing to love
But love is scary
Specially if the person you love doesn’t love you back
Love is scary
Because if you love someone they also have the right to hurt you as hell
N Pescador May 2021
The marriage is over for a decade
So why keep trying
Why bother to saving it
Why don’t you give it up
If your hurting again and again
I just don't get it
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