To be stable?
Anyone who knows how it
Feels completely sane
To just be normal
And totally fit in?
Me neither

I know how it feels
To want to bleed your eyes out
To want to stab a knife right
Through your mind
To want to turn your flesh
Inside out.
All the thoughts that run
Through my mind have
More power over my life

But how do you find sanity
If the purest thing about you
Died years ago?
Nothing but insanity running
Right though my veins

Can we promise each other that when one of us drifts away, the other chases?

Thou art thy prettier than the sunset
Your face glows with its power
To be ignored by you cuts me deep
Oh! If only you were mine to keep
Thou art thy prettier than any flower
This I say until my dying breath

Thou art thy prettier than life itself.

I hate this, I hate what you do to me.
I hate it when my tears fall off
I hate it when my hands start to tremble
I hate it when my head hurts
I hate it when I feel an ache inside of me
I hate it when I feel uneasy
I hate it when I feel that I can't speak
I hate it when it gets harder to breathe
I hate it. All of it.
But most of all I hate the fact that I let you do this to me.

The medicine might taste bitter
But relief will taste sweeter