you're like a star that lost their way and ended up here on earth,
with us,
with me.
your eyes,
oh god your eyes are more beautiful than any falling star,
they'd still be more beautiful even if it was raining crystals.
every time i see you all i can see are crisp autumn leaves,
the feeling of sunshine on my face,
everything good in the world.
when i look at you i start to understand what it means to be in complete awe of someone,
i'm starting to understand what love is because of you.

they say it got bad now
they say i need to be careful
they say to watch out

you say you will hold me when things get bad
you say you would never want to be that way
you say you love me

he said that i was too broke to love
he said i was too far gone
he said he loved me

i asked you to stay
i asked you to not hurt me
i asked you if you love me

and the two of you said: always, never, of course

i said a lot of things
but im realizing now that they were never out loud
you never heard my cries
i kept them bouncing around in my mouth
too scared to speak

The next time I see her
I will tell her what I feel
I'm moving on and this time it's real
I hope it works out this time
Because the next time I see her
I will see everything

so i've said earlier that i wanted to put together a book and i've finished it but i wanna print out some copies to give to my friends and family. but it turns out that it's actually pretty expensive lol, so if it's too much to ask for, even a dollar would help!

thank you,
moon

the blue tint of the morning sky made reality feel altered.
i walked with the fog and my hand brushed against every bush and tree that i crossed paths with.
the truth is that
i wanted to run,
i wanted so badly to just scream,
to get everything out.
i thought that the strain of my throat would cure me
or heal me from everything that lead up to this point.
i still don't know if it will.

i cant consume it anymore
the only thing i want to swallow is myself
im full off the words you fed me
my eyes fill with the only thing i keep down

water

I took the crown off my head
To make myself more approachable
To you
And in doing so
Forgot that I ever owned one

I learned
to plant the seeds
of happiness.
There are flowers
blooming
where the scars
used to be.

R.M.