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JC Apr 2016
I never meant to scare you
The demon inside just came out
I have no idea how to control it
It scares me more knowing he's there
And can come out whenever he wants
It's something I've come to believe will Never leave
Everyone has some demons they have to live with
Some scarier the others
I just hope I can continue to fight mine off
JC Mar 2016
I see how fast they are coming and there is nothing we can do
Our time is closing and thiers are just beginning
Our time is history and thiers is still a mystery
But I can't help but wonder are they ready
Are they ready to take on what we couldn't fix and make tomorrow a better day
JC Mar 2016
The moment I laid eyes on you my heart skipped a beat
and my mind went blank
It was as if the whole world had stopped
Nothing else mattered
it was just me and you
I had even forgotten to breathe
Every time I stare into your eyes I lose myself
And every time you speak my name you put me in a trance
I am forever lost in you
And when I'm with you I'm unable to tell reality from fantasy
And it doesn't matter that there is billions of other around us
To me you are the world.
JC Mar 2018
I hope that one day you will be mine
For that will be so divine

just can't get enough sleep with you on my mind
Endless nights have been unkind

Just suffering, pining for you're heart
Keeping you in my life will be so smart

You keep me leveled and that's so hard
With you I don't have to be so on guard

This love that is hard to explain
That has always been hard to attain

Will be mine and mine alone
And will be well-known

For all others to be alone
I truly believe that you will love me too
Here's to me being hopeful
JC Apr 2018
Scream, scream  and let it all out
Do it, let the world know what you feel
You have a voice that deserves to be heard
Just let it out as loudly as you can
Those two words you've been swallowing down
Restraining yourself not to say
Everyone will appreciate it
So let's yell it together
Now count to three
1. 2. 3.
*******
JC Jul 2018
From the moment I laid my eyes on you
My heart stopped
I did not know what had happened
It was as if the whole world slowed down around me
Everything about you just drives me crazy
From those beautiful eyes to your cute voice
It's just sad that this is an unrequited love
You can never belong to me
You probably don't even know I exist
And I'm okay with it for now
JC Aug 2015
sitting in a dark room
i Begin to lose myself
thoughts run lose
thinking when it was
that I lost my sanity, my inhumanity
time flys by second by second
clock ticking loud
heart beat fading

deaf to the sounds of the world
blind to the reality
slowly reaching the end
my life expires
JC Aug 2015
We try to run from death
hide deep in the darkest hole
only in the moment of silence
do we truely see that death
is right there next to you

holding his scythe tight
aganist you're neck
blood trickling down you're back
shirt soaked
fear instilled in you're heart
time frozen
no where to run
no where to hide
death is here
JC Jul 2018
Why am I wearing my feelings for everyone to see
It's not like I'm trying to hide it's just my reality
I know I said I would wait and take it slow and easy
But everything has me feeling so uneasy
It seems like you're going further and further away
While I'm stuck here without you going day to day
WHY
JC May 2015
WHY
Why should I care?

When it's easy just to give up.

Why must I sit in the darkness?

When the light is just over there.

Why do I always smile?

When all I want to do is cry.

Why am I still breathing?

When I just don't care any more,
            
                     WHY?
JC Nov 2018
What do you do when you are heartbroken
And everything makes you feel like you are choking
I'm still so confused I thought it was a true love story
But it's feels like I'm stuck in purgatory
And to make things worst I don't even know what I did
I don't know how I'll forget you I mean I've been in love with you since i was a kid
Should I wait or should I move on
I just don't want to look like a *****
I still am deeply in love
And surely it is not something I can easily get rid of
I tried my hardest but in the end it wasn't enough
JC Jul 2018
Why did i fall for you at first glance
Why did you put me in such a trance
Why was Meeting you was like a storm
Why did it leave me feeling all deformed
Why can't I stop thinking about you
Why is this feeling something im not used to
Why did it have to be you
I really want to know why

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