I will fight,
Through the highs and lows,
I will ignite,
'Til my heartbeat slows,
And you will see,
The fire in my heart,
The middle of the fight you will be,
You will feel the heat of my spark,
And I will fight,
After days you will worry,
But now you will know, I have found whats right,
So now, I will fight, until my vision grows blurry.

When the pain takes over, lemme heal with you,
When it feels like everyones against you, I'll fight beside you,
When lifes hard, i feel you,
When you feel all alone, I'll be there with you.
I've been there too, all alone,
Now I'm grown, now i'm known,
As the girl who overcame the anger and pain,
The girl who kept sane, kept the anger and pain contained,
I'm with you, 'cause I've been there too,
And I've lived through, and i'm seeing the beautiful view,
The pains washed away, so listen, you got a decision,
Put away that gun, this life to you has been givin',
I'll help you, all the way through, but theres 1 condition,
You gotta live.
Take my hand, oh, i know this lifes ******,
Don't be scared, i'll teach you to withstand,
Life is hard, and the journey is not easy,
But don't worry, i'll be with you completely.

Help the people,
Help their soul,
Help the ones,
Not in control,
Keep them going,
Keep them whole,
Give them a push,
To reach their goal,
Keep them going,
Ignite their hearts,
Ignite like coal,
Show them the key,
And be the keyhole,
Love them so,
Let them row,
And you be the flow,
Keep them going,
But keep them slow,
Wash them white,
White as snow,
Keep them going,
And let them grow.

A Silent Broken Promise.

I promise you a better life,
One better then mine,
I promise you will have no strife,
To have room to shine.

I promise you a tomorrow,
Without sadness and sorrow,
I promise you my trust,
And I promise i've got no disgust.

I promise you a love,
Even if I should of,
I promise to protect you,
And through bad times to hold you.
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But most of all,
I promise I wont let you fall,
I promise I will always be there,
And that I promise and i swear.

A strumming of a guitar,
Soft melodies from a piano,
Catchy beats of a drum,
Meaningful lyrics from a beautiful voice.

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Life and death are held together by a thread,
One little pull and they will,
SNAP,
But how can you pull,
If your not strong enough.
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A warrior fights for what he or she believes in,
A warrior does not need to fight with a gun,
And a warrior does not need to have a sword,
A warrior does not need any weapons,
He or she has their own weapon,
It is the weapon of speech,
For speech changes people more than a gun would,
Or a sword would,
Or any other weapon would, or should,
Your speech can change people.

Black is the color of a heart that has stopped beating,
It is the color of dried blood,
The color of sky, at night, when everyone is sleeping,
It is the color of a child, sleeping sweetly in their warm beds,
The color of children finding a safe spot to stay in a damp cold alleyway,
Is is the color of a childs bruises,
From their parents beating them,
It is the color of a frayed belt,
Worn down,
It is the eyes that have stopped seeing the beauty in life,
It is the depressed solider,
The soldier who came from a rough life,
Hiding his pain into hurt,
Hiding the hurt into hurting,
Hurting the ones who don't deserve hurt,
Black is the color of hurt,
It is the color that people doubt,
Is black a color?
I know its a shade,
Black is the shade, of ones sacrifice,
The value of a sacrifice lies in its necessity,
The sacrifice of a scared father,
For his scared child,
His child now living with no dad,
It is the shade of loss,
The shade of sorrow,
The shade of a child now growing to sixteen,
And the child now killing himself,
Black is the shade of death.

Cancer,
You win or you lose,
Like a game,
You need the key,
You need help,
From the One above,
He will help,
Cancer,
The trial,
So you can turn,
To God.

When I look into your eyes,
I see destruction and demise,
When I listen deep into your cries,
All I hear are lies.

I died for you, does that mean nothing?
I call you my son, does that mean nothing?
I walked beside you when you thought you were alone,
I carried you when you thought you gave up,
I made you,
I gave you free will,
You sinned against me,
But still I love you,
DOES THAT MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?

I will hold your hand, from the start of life,
Through the hard, and through the strife,
I will be there, to guide you and me through,
So when you look back, I'll be right behind you,
And if you start to give up, know I'm there,
And you'll see my heart, filled with care,
In the dark, i'll hold the light,
In the war, I'll be the fight,
Please don't doubt, for me being small,
That I can't fight, for you at all,
Please don't think, that I'm lying,
'Cause I'll fight, and while doing it, I'll be smiling,
I will never give up, 'til I lose my last breath,
I will be there, until my death,
Please don't doubt me for a second,
I will hold your hand to the end.

You can't have light, without darkness,
Good, without bad,
The harmless, without the sharpness,
Happy, without the sad,

Truth, without lies,
Men, without women,
Cowards, without the wise,
Sinking, without swimmin',

And now how do you put creation, without a creator?
Satan, without God?

How you get peace in a world with nothin' but hate,
How you get love, when loves not in your fate,
How you go early, when your always late,
How you get hope, when your hopes starting to fade,
How do you work, if your not getting paid,
How do you live, if you were never made,
How do you keep walking, if you lost your limbs,
How can a car drive, if the tires have no rims,
How can you sing to God, when you don't know no hymns,
How do trees grow, if there is no sun,
How are you not meant to ****, if your holding a gun,
How is there something, if there was only none,
How can you read, if you have no eyes,
How is there winning, if there is no prize,
How can you spread the truth, when you hear nothing but lies.

Live everyday like its your last,
Live in today, not the past,
Life is to short, you'll watch it pass,
As death appears, and your trapped behind glass,
Focus on what's important in life,
Don't worry about money, wealth, or your type,
Do what you love, and follow the light,
When a push comes to shove, keep doing what's right.
People live and they die, it's the cycle of life,
They smile and cry, as they're going through strife,
They live they're whole life, and it not being worthwhile,
Can't see the fact, that it's all just a trial,
It's a trial under God, so stand tall in His eyes,
Don't go to heaven alone, bring someone beside,
You live for a reason, if it's treason or strife,
Or die unborn, or get killed by a knife,
It's all part of rotation, from the creation of life,
And life is a gift, so go treating it right,
Cuz at the end of each day, we all die in the night,
It's not anything bad, it's just the way of life.
It's a matter of when, we happen to die,
It's a matter of why, I'm writing tonight,
It's a matter of who, that makes us cry,
It's a matter of what, that makes me lie,
It's a matter of why, you want to die,
It's a matter of life, there's struggle and strife,
And at the end, you may want a knife,
But in the beginning, you just want what's right.
When you can't keep moving on,
And you feel your life is wrong,
And death is taking to long,
Keep on going.
When the storms are raging high,
And your hope has passed on by,
And you want nothing but to cry,
Keep on going.
When death has showed its face,
And your in your final stage,
As you find your resting place,
Don't lose grip of your faith,
For it's the only way.

I wont let them come, 

Not to take my kingdom, 

Or steal my wisdom, 

I will not be the victim, 

I wont be part of their system,

I dont belong in their prison.




I'll wont take their offers,

Not for a million dollars,

Their all just monsters,

The eternal life robbers.

I hate you too much to love you,
I love you too much to hate you,
How does that happen?
If I had the chance i'd save you,
And if i had the chance i'd hurt you,
What did you do to me?
What you think is saving,
Is really destroying.

I've been rejected, and it comes when you least expected,
It means that your not respected, people dont care, so they treat you like your infected,
Even if you've been tested, you wont be accepted,
So if, like me, you have been neglected, nobody's hand will be extended.
And I've felt it, the pain the hurt, being locked away, cause they dont wanna hear a word,
When your heart is shattered, your vision is blurred,
And still, what you say is absurd,
Even if you suffered, in discomfort,
No screams will be heard,
Now look at what i put up, a mockingbird,
So even if you whispered, or through a blizzard,
Your word will be considered,
And your same words, from the same bird, will be heard,
So now, if nobody wants to hear you,
Think of the bird, and continue.

The haze of this maze,
Sets me ablaze,
While the phase of the praise,
Lost their ways,
Now my gaze turns to new days,
And new ways.

Silence,
The only time I get peace,
Peace,
When I have that, I get to think,
Think,
Think about my thoughts,
My thoughts,
How to get the voices out of my head,
The voices,
Not letting me get silence.

She looks like a happy girl,
With her hand, on a small pearl,
Pearls are what her sister collected,
Touching one makes the girl feel connected,
With her sister,
But what nobody knows, her sister was lost in a river,
The girl kept her pain inside,
And when she was alone, she let it out and cried,
When she held the pearl, she could hear something,
And it was soothing,
Later she held it again and listened closely,
She could hear something thumping slowly,
And then she realized it was a heart beating,
Then a voice saying, 'come and you will find what your seeking',
But what is she seeking? Of course her sister back,
But there is no way she could get her back,
And come where?
So she thought and thought, then said a prayer,
'Lord grant me the strength to find out what this is saying!'
Soon she fell asleep saying shes done waiting,
When she awoke, it was dark out, and she saw a small light glowing outside,
She walked out into the night,
And the light flew off into the trees,
The girl followed, enjoying the cool night breeze,
When the light stopped moving, the girl realized where she was at,
She was at the river, she fell flat,
And she cried, but then she heard a voice,
'Joyce?'
The girl looked up, and standing there was her sister,
The girl ran at her and embraced her tight,
Then the girl saw the light,
And it transformed,
Into a man,
With a white robe,
That shined,
The girl was still crying,
But she said,
'You brought my sister back',
And he said,
'Well, I was not done with her'

What doesn't **** me, only makes me stronger,
The more times I get pushed down, I will stay up longer,
And the more times you push at me, the more I push back,
The faster I get mad, the harder I attack.

Take a breath, its ok to be sad,
Take a breath, its ok to cry,
Take a breath, I'm here with you,
Take a breath, its ok to be angry,
Take a breath, but you have to forgive,
Take a breath, you cant be angry forever,
Take a breath, because it will weigh on you,
Take a breath, its harder to be angry than to forgive,
Take a breath, and forgive.

A thief in the night,
You will not have sight,
And he will have a knife,
The thief does not give life,
He takes it.

Cracked ribs,
Broken hips,
Killed physically,
Alive heavenly,
It is well with my soul,
Fleshly desires no longer in control,
Kingdom awaits,
Open the gates,
Walls of gold,
While the earth has turned to mold.

You taught me to ****,
You almost killed me,
You taught me to survive,
I almost couldn't survive you,
You taught me how to shoot,
I cant wait to shoot you,
You taught me to never forgive,
And I can't forgive what you did,
What you did,
Now I've written this poem,
About how you deceived me,
How you hurt me,
How you turned me cold,
About what you did.

I used to look up to you,
I used to dream of you,
Now I can see right through you,
I can see the dark heart inside of you,
The heart I trusted,
Now mines broken and busted,
You are always gonna be stuck in my mind,
No matter how hard I tried,
You lied,
I try to put it out of my mind,
But the thought always comes back, you lied,
He pushed me aside,
Like I was nothing.