Lizzie

Apr 2019

blackbiird

waiting.

just once she wished for someone
to give her a reason to live.
she hangs off the balcony
wondering if someone is waiting for
her on the other side.

#suicide #depression #lonely #death #waiting

Apr 2019

imperfectstranger

Broken

Feet on the ground
Head in the clouds

Eyes always glazed
Knuckles grazed

Back hunched
Head slumped

Rough and calloused
And full of malice

But really just a broken boy

#broken #unfocused #malice #alone #broke #boy #rough #calloused

Lizzie Apr 2019

Good Enough

Why...
                                  I ask myself,
Why can't i be good enough?
       I'm either too quiet or too loud,
too energetic or too dull, lifeless...
        I'm too nice or too mean,
too dramatic or too emotionless, numb...
       I feel everything or i don't feel enough...
                     Why...
     Am i never good enough?
   I love myself yet i despise my existence...
                     Why...
Is it that the only person who thinks I'm
                                                                           enough,
    is the person who deserves the world,
                                                                     the world i can't provide...
  But maybe he can show me that for once,
                                                                            I am good enough...

#why #enough #good #never #myself #him #show #deserve #world