I've been so quiet
The days I've been alone and dealing with my peace
Didn't thought the moment that we where present, it would be a day of remembrance
A day that would have changed and unlocked
Some secrecy that I only thought, maybe it could've been possible, or maybe not.

But when you've touched me,
You didn't only touched me,
You had reached my soul
And all the feelings that I had, I couldn't even controle
I couldn't even measure,
I felt out of place but at the same time I felt my own space
The space I felt that was close inside of me. That why I often say to you: "You feel so close to me."

Our space that we had created
By the way we felt, I saw more then I expected
You had gasped my soul
I never thought someone could hold me, in a way that I felt embraced
In peaceful surrounding that you helped create.

*To you my dear, for I am glad,
I can receive and give again.

I wasn't the one
In that time
It wasn't that I was in need of you,
I needed you
To make the best out of the most
I didn't gave you all that I had owned.
Still you stayed and for you that was enough,
It pains me now that it wasn't enough

I realise now and dealing with the pain much later
I guess pride is the offer that I made by, choosing myself instead of being engaged
If I had said yes, we still where having our ways
When we were happy
Into our own faith
We where happy
But I had it all changed

I wish I could have told you that I was sorry,
Maybe we had been friends,
And seeing years from now,
Where we had stand
Years later, now I understand the words you have said:
"When it is over. It's still not the end."