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Evie Mar 2019
something that scares me
is that so many people feel like i do
i want to help everyone through their hard times, but i cannot seem to help myself through my own
Evie Mar 2019
to the guy
eating a burrito
on the plane behind me

stop

it smells weird
Evie Feb 2019
everything
               about
                       you
              makes
                       me
                  feel
                

                              iridescent
Evie Feb 2019
we are never in complete darkness.
even in a room with no windows,
light creeps under the door.
even in the dead of night,
the universe faintly glows above.

when you have been blindfolded,
your eyes rendered useless
someone else can see the light for you.
they can take your hand
and lead you towards hope.
stay strong everyone. it gets better. i swear.
Evie Feb 2019
have you ever gotten to the point
where you'll do anything
just to feel

pills
blades
smoke
matches
liquor

you really don't give a ****
what happens to you

as long as it brings your body and mind
your soul and bones
to the realization
that you really are
alive
"is anybody out there, does anybody hear me, i hate it when you fake care,"
lil peep </3
Evie Feb 2019
how did i get to this point
where i cant get out of bed
my eyes look so empty
deep lifeless pits
my body aches
with the pain of being alive

i don't understand
is it chemicals in my brain
scrambled into the wrong combinations
is it something i did
if it was
i cant remember

i'm not gonna last long
Evie Feb 2019
i am sick of this endless cycle
a few good days
where i haven't felt little bits of my soul being ripped off
and lost in the wind.
where i feel i can conquer this illness
this plague

then i spiral

to weeks of bad days
where i cannot get out of bed
i am empty
tears welling in my eyes
for reasons i cant understand

there is no constant
instead there is constant change
i have no stability
no solid ground

people say change is good

people lie.
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