This pit in my stomach is tasty
It inflates me
Leaves me gasping
In tragedy

I'll sing a peaceful Melody
It won't calm me
I'll just pretend willfully

The voices ring to me
Screaming screaming
They never seem to stop you see
This pit grows steadily

Twisting and burning
All throughout me
I pretend optimistically
Until I bend

Lay me down
Let me sleep
You hear me weep
As each voices whispers
I quiver
Quiver
Quiver

I must adore this seed
That lets me bleed
For it's all I know
So I'll reap it and sow

Sometimes I think I'm making it up
Tbe abuse I've lived through
The demons I've seen

There's no way
Anyone's been through that
Or maybe im overreacting
And i should just have a laugh

Until I see you
Facing the same demons
Unable to break through
Who would have knew

Itd be us two
Seeing though the thickness
And cruelty of abuse
How do we unwind

From a life so unkind
I hate to say we've had it worse
Worse then most
But it's not a boast

We never had eggs and toast
Highschool friends
Or visiting the sea coast
We had no normalcy

Even though I finally broke free
My dreams they haunt me
They tear me down
And I see demons wearing crowns

I still have so much hate
I can't even contemplate
Still surving them a dinner plate
Like a slave

I'm growing
It's such a struggle
But I must confess
I'm no longer so hopeless

I wish the same for you
As your seeking forgiveness
But mostly freedom
From their destructive kingdom

Cherry bliss
Red summer lips
Reaching for a kiss

Lip gloss glaze
Lost in your haze
You start to graze

Mascara smeared eyes
Leaking from the skies
Raindrop tongue in disguise

Romantic red gown
Tracing through that frown
I hope to be seeing you around

Every touch of you
Is a new exciting hue
Lost in your Misty dew

*** and glitter
I have no filter
**** me through the winter

All year round
Lost and found
With you until I hit the ground

You're beautiful
You're smart
Charming
And funny

I love the way your hair twirls
I love the way your lips curl
I love your style
And the way you make me smile

But anyone could tell you this
But on a deeper note
I'd like to reminisce
Of all the lovely bliss

Looking at you was like the stars
Like driving in speeding cars
So exciting but always gone
Too fast

My feelings for you are vast
They seem to always last
Since I was a little lonely child
I met you and my life became
Wild

With emotions
I didn't know I even had
You are so amazing
You're not perfect
And I love every single flaw
That makes you who you are

I like seeing you happy
I love hearing your goals
You could marry someone else
And while heartbroken as I may be
I'd also still be so happy

Your soul brings me warmth
Maybe this is too much
But you're the first one
Who ever made me feel
Love

The first to excite me
Make me laugh and feel
Less lonely
Maybe you know
Maybe you don't

Doesn't matter
As long as I can know you
And be a friend
I'll be happy
Until the end