You cut out my eyes.
You fed me with lies.
And now I can never see again.

Don’t worry, my tears aren’t for you
I’m not crying over this place
Simply because you’re leaving
Isn’t the reason that I’m crying

If you’re the one that’s so concerned about the world ending
Why are you trying so hard to bring it to it’s knees?

i stand here
screaming for your attention
i could climb mount everest
and still it won't be enough

how come they are?
they get kissed and hugged and praised
all i get is a bowl of disappointment
at which i stare with my dumb eyes

i tell myself i don't care
but i'm racing on the inside
looking for a way to break through
notice me, i'm begging you

all i need is a nod of approval
your absence drives me mad
i'll even settle for half a smile
after all, you are my dad.

talking to you feels right

every time we text there's a smile on my face
its not hard
our conversations flow so smoothly

you always know what to say and when to say it

I love talking to you
I hope you don't leave

if emotions are colors
love is a burning red
sadness the deepest of blues
so i painted seven oceans on fire
and named it after you

we once watched a movie together
where the protagonist obsessed over the social constructs of beauty.

she'd chant relentlessly
i'm happy when i'm beautiful
i'm happy
when i'm beautiful
i'm
happy
i'm
beautiful - -

or was it the other way around?

i'm beautiful when i'm happy

whatever it was, i just wanna say
i miss being beautiful with you.