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Eva Apr 2019
A naked man stood in front of me.

He wasn't naked in the way I needed him to be.

I saw everything and I saw nothing.

I felt everything and I felt nothing.

I touched everything and I touched nothing.

We used protection but I was unprotected.

The bond of my mind and body neglected.

My body is satisfied while my mind is infected.

I tell myself "no more", lest I regret it.
Eva Apr 2019
Silent ride through the fire

I won't be your backseat driver.

You take the wheel and ride

Bask in what you feel; what makes you feel alive.



Rejuvenate your spirit, ease your mind.

I know this world ain't been too kind...



I'll be your guardian angel

Forever watching from all angles.

You'll never want, need, or fear;

The one who protects and provides is right here.

Legs when you can't walk, eyes when you can't see;

Anytime you feel weak, you can lean on me.





My love for you knows no ends.

I am your guardian angel, and you are my best friend.
Eva Apr 2019
Deception.

We disconnect when you allow the interception.

Behind these ****-ups and drunken nights,

There's a common lesson.

We search endlessly for the purpose

But you walk away when the confusion makes you nervous.

You + me, we're the result of an iphone with no service.

No purpose,

Aside from the games.
Eva Apr 2019
A glass of poured liquor
To help me forget you quicker.
My lips around a freshly rolled blunt;
Lead to me doing things I normally don't.
I loved you immensely,
Didn't know how much that would cost me.
My sanity and sense of self escape me
I poison and punish myself
As the realization of our end sets in
And I wonder if I'm happy with the world I'm living in.
Without you, I search for satisfaction on my own
I live in a house that once felt like a home.
This is the best move for the both of us,
Yet I turn to drinks, drugs, dudes; all in surplus.
I can only thrive when I get the attention,
False promises; I'm good regardless of the intention.
The craving that can never be fully satisfied,
The consuming addiction I try hard to hide.

— The End —