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blackbiird Jun 2019

you are not allowed
to occupy my thoughts
when you destroyed what we had.
but somehow i can still hear
your voice as if you never left.

blackbiird Jun 2019

I wanna know you inside and out.
I wanna crawl beneath your skin and
get into the depths of your soul
but you only want to see me naked.

I want to be your silver lining
in the middle of your messy life
I want to be the first thing on your mind
when you wake up and the last thing when
you rest your head on your pillow at night.

I'd give anything to crawl beneath your skin
and get into the depths of your soul.
but all I can do is stay up up wondering why you won't
love me the way I love you.

  Jun 2019 blackbiird
Luna
I want to be your
mirror so that you can see
yourself like I do
blackbiird Jun 2019
i know i need help
but my mind won't adapt
i know it's not your fault
for trying to love
me when i can't
seem to love myself
i know i'm a dysfunctional
mess but i love it
i know i need help
but my mind is comforting.
i know you're going to
leave but i'm fine
leave me with the comfort
of my own thoughts.
blackbiird Jun 2019
I searched for happiness
in a dark closet with the door closed.
blackbiird May 2019
it's not your fault
that i'm unfixable
even dead souls have
expirations dates:
5-30-19
blackbiird May 2019
Step 1. Isolate yourself

Step 2. Make up scenarios in your head on why you aren’t good enough.

Step 3. Wait for death.
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