One day I'll be gone
I will leave everything
and everyone behind

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm awkward and stupid
But I still dream of you

You're dead to me,
But still very much alive,
I care carelessly,
It hurts me every single time.

My love for you,
Is a contradiction.
I love and hate you at the same time.

You wished I were dead,
But already I am, inside.

the way it always starts,
conversations late at night to midnight and beyond,
never wishing for them to end, could they last for eternity?
but you always know,
you always know that the good things don’t last- months or years?
it will come crashing down
because love is not easy
love is not endless-
‘You’ will not last forever.