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Tangled thoughts
Flooded eyes and a runny nose
I have so much to say but no words are close ...
 Oct 2018 Eddie The Cool Ed
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i cant begin to express the thoughts that dwindle though my brain each day
they are too complex for the any human to digest
honestly, even i can't digest them.

the sun sets around 6:45pm here
we get a few extra minutes of sunlight from living on the coast
the west coast
best coast

best

coast

i
don't
know

im confused and torn
ripped to shreds
by my own frustration
by my own confusion
by disappointments over and over

trying to live my life without expectations is a complete and utter lie

i have to learn how to live

before i decide to die
I wore your shirt home on Tuesday
1 am and the way the street lights danced across your skin
I'm not sure if I knew you then
I'm not sure if I could picture more than present tense between us
but the present felt so nice and I liked the way your hand fit in mine
maybe I knew the entire time I was never meant for someone like you
Sunday still took me by surprise
I think you taught me you can lose someone without feeling like you've lost yourself
I think you taught me I can care for a person without it being the end of me
Someday you’ll love you.
From the sparkle in your eye,
To the pitch of your laugh,
Even the color of your hair.

You will love every part,
From every wrinkle,
To every crinkle,
Every part of you.

But they will try to tear you down,
To make you frown,
To make you think you’re not worth it.

But darling you listen to me.

From the way you walk,
To the way you talk,
You will be mocked,
But don’t you listen.

From your weight,
To your height,
You are all wonderful to me.

Maybe one day you’ll see,
The beauty I see.
The way you were made,
So beautifully.

But until then,
Do not forget,
On how true beauty,
Comes from within.
I hope one day that you love you the way you deserve. You are worth it ❤
no money or things
that can buy goodwill,
in exchange,
only itself can
buy it.

©IGMS
i have a friend (dunnow if he think me in that way) that think he can buy my goodwill.
he gave me things and i know that it is the change for my goodwill for him and it sadden me.
 Aug 2018 Eddie The Cool Ed
April
you close the shades
and fail to speak

you let the shadows dance around you
but you never join in

you read the words of others
and never let your own flow

you will always make me smile
but you never lets yours' show

i think you've given up-

somewhere along the way
you decided- being alone is okay


and now I don't know how to get back in

I'm terrified,
maybe you don't want me in... ever again?
 Aug 2018 Eddie The Cool Ed
Lexie
The clock she sings
And I tremble for a moment
My memories laced into to many people
"Never enough time," I mutter, "never enough time. To tell those that I love, that I am with them always."
Let me just walk home
I'll walk for hours
I don't want to enter that house anymore

What a pretty city
pretty houses
but I don't see any pretty faces around it

I wanted to be your friend
I never thought it would end like this

I started to like the color pink
Just like you

Then began the fighting
the hiding
all the secrets and the lying

The lighting was away
hearing thunderstorms in my sleep
I heard that you were dying

I wrote some bad things
then came a time
where the sky was filled with lightning

I miss it
now

I really wish I was there right now

Why must things happen for a reason

I want to go back
to relive a few days

Take away the sadness
and heartache

I miss it now
I'll never be there
not right now

The city filled with rain
how my tears never came
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