you’ve been living in my screen

aye we used to talk for hours everyday,

look at us now.

i now know i was blind

i was so lonely inside

but you disconnected from reality

so you left the chat.

dead in the night
all alone
dead inside

eyes wide open
glued to the ceiling
gone all mental healing

all the overthinking
praying for redemption
followed by slow blinking
for shame, i'm left with feelings of abnegation.

maybe i'm just weak for love,
of perhaps its the chase that i get a kick out of.
stunning mister,
you make my heart pound faster.
tall, dark and handsome, its hardly fair,
tempting me into immoral affair.
fantasy is all it'll ever be,
nothing will come of what i foresee.
oh well, see you never, beautiful stranger,
with those eyes full of danger.

I’ll never
promise you
forever,
because
forever
was when
i was with
her.

you left me
so i’ll
leave you
the same way.