If wishes were horses, than i hope yhu ride and never come back, move away and never turn back. If wishes were horses I'll ride to the land where there z no yhu, and catch a flu. If wishes were horses, i hope yhu ride to yhur own doom. I hope yhu get neglected like yhu did me and scatter like a bunch of broom, if wishes were horse i hope yhu never get to ride! If wishes were horses i should ride away from yhu and everything yhu stand for. If wishes were horse I'd wish for yhu to meet someone who will treat yhu the exact same way yhu did me, and drench yhu in an unending agony, so yhu can know nothingness. If wishes were horses I'll ride into the past and take yhur ability to wish! If wishes were horse I'd hope yhu ride, turn and twitch! If wishes were horses, i pray yhu ride out of yhur happiness and bump into this pain yhu left behind while taking this route... If wishes were horses i hope yhu ride into the wish that'll undo the wish i made, for yhu to be mine. If wishes were horse I'd like to make an empty wish and just let the horse roam free! And because of yhu... If wishes were horses...
   I'll **** my horse! So i may never ride again, or wish! Cause anything right now, z better than yhu!

This morning, i was touched by an angel.
Then later, kissed by the devil.
The thing is...
They both felt good!

When i hear your voice...
I feel disgust and comfort
When i see you i crave attention from you, and want to asphyxiate you.
We're here, always looking for new ways to hurt each other.
Twist and turns to leave each other.
I cannot live with you
But I'd die without you.
I am toxic, and you absorb every bit of it.
In return, you become toxic too.

#love is lonely

Maybe we need to fall in love...
So we can know pain.

Anyone z replaceable...
But not every one can be replaced.

Anyone z replaceable,
But no one can take anyone's place.
Life z really confusingly understandable.

I had a date with death.
She was cold, in a warm way.

The way she spake, it was enticing
The way she carried herself.
I fell in love.

I had a date with death.
She was lonely.
But she also saw other people.

I had a date with death.
She stood me up.

I had a date with death.
And i was alone, she was there.
Alone too.
We were lonely, together.

I had a date with death.
I joined her.
And we walked the path.

Huh??
What is this??
I didn't know, that i still have tears in me.
My eyes are just spilling on their own.
Hey... Why are there blade cuts on my wrists??
Who did that??
Why am i bleeding??
Who did i cut??

Don't be fooled please...
Romeo and Juliet wasn't a romantic story.
It ended in tears...
Just like where we are headed!

They said, that water z colorless.
So if the tears were the water of the heart.
Then why was her own red...

They say true love never dies...
But please explain to me, why she's trying to become a necromancer.

So, at first real glance i took at yhu. Yhur words were sincere, backed with the unwavering flow of yhur eyes. I believed in yhu, and yhur every word.
Now, yhu look like the spitting image of the new found lies yhu tell, to keep this life going.
And even Now, yhu sound like a broken stereo, looping the same un-lyrical bad song, too sad for ears to absorb.
Tz a shame really... Cause in the end, yhu will still end up with yhurself.

If pain was a color...
Hers would be three shades darker than black.
Cause after yhu left.
All her twilights became night, but without the moon!

I'm no genius.
But i know, that loving yhu.
Wasn't supposed to hurt.

How can i be standing here with yhu, and be lonely...

The only thing....
Standing in between dreams and reality.
Is yhu...

Lean heavier... Let me be yhur stepping stong to yhur elavated height.
But please, if yhu get to the top.
Do not forget me.

Now that I've fought for yhur heart,
And actually won t....
What's next??

maybe they look at our demons
because they don't want us to see theirs...