crybaby

crybaby Feb 2019

I sit and I cut
Where you can’t see
I love the burn
Please help me

#depression #anxiety #helpme #cry #cut #selfharm #melancholy #sad #cries #help

crybaby Feb 2019

Normal

No words left
how to feel
what to do
I am everything normal
but
the thoughts in my head
and
the empty feeling in my stomach
consume who I am

#empty #sad #depression #anxiety #melancholic #helpme #cry #normal #thoughts

crybaby Feb 2019

The Fallen

Once on high grounds
not caring about a thing
now, I crave to be found
and care too much about everything

Once young and blind
now, I want to shine
but, I'm lost in my thoughts
I'm trying to escape
I can hear them calling
so I keep falling

#thoughts #consume #depression #helpme #anxiety #lost #sad #melancholic #cry

crybaby Jan 2019

Lost

I wear a fake smile
I want to rest for a while
I’m always so tired
Should I start getting wired?
I don’t want to get fired
From life
One day I want to be a wife
I want to live my life
I want to end this fight
That goes on in my mind
I want to feel normal
how do I begin
I feel so lost
Someone please tell me the cost
I can’t escape my thoughts
They’re bringing me down
inside I frown
I feel trapped
I want to be zapped
Into a better life, right now
I want to end it with a knife
And escape my thoughts
I want to end all my cries
I’m so tired of trying
I’m so tired of lying
I feel like dying

#life #lost #thoughts #depression #suicide #cry #fight #trapped #melancholic

crybaby Jan 2019

Ultimately

What is life?
There really is no hype
At the end
We all die
And all others do
Is cry

#life #death #melancholic #depression #thoughts

crybaby Jan 2019

Introvert

Everything stays inside
The people don’t need to see the darkness
What is the point of showing it when no one will be able to brighten it?
There will never be a door
Or a window for light to come in
The darkness will always defeat the little light there is
I have to stay true to myself and pick myself up
Because my darkness will never
Meet the sunlight
No matter where it’s from.

#dark #introvert #depression #melancholic #sad #hopeless #help

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