You know you have a good friend when:
They don't let you do stupid things...........Alone

You know you have a Best Friend when:
They let you insult them, laugh about it, and then call you something more offensive.

You know you have a BFF when:
They help you commit a ****** and hide the body.

You know you have a sister/brother when:
No matter what you do or say they always have your back, keep your secrets, beat the **** out of your ex's (minus the dudes unless you want jail) listen to your repeated drama, let you cry on their shoulder, and most of all They try and stay strong for you and never let a guy/girl come in between your friendship.

Stay real, stay loyal, or stay away from me.
It's that simple.

You don't like me because of it oh well, Let me tell you how many ***** I give.....Oh that's right I have none to give you!!

Times like this make me wonder
How I don't go around and tell people about themselves?
In all honesty, You can talk all the garbage and
**** you want but *** I'm telling you now your gonna be upset because

I don't give a crap what you have to say or think your just
Self centered and will try and bring anyone down

Well *** your just going to have to look somewhere else because
Here with me is not your answer....
Or is it because secretly you enjoy me twisted, dark, and

Insidious personality?

As I look at the situation you have always been around, watching
Me as if I was entertaining to you...so do you? Or do you need to just get used to it like every one else has?

In the beginning you gave me a white
Teddy Bear to symbolize our Pure
Honest Love for each other
And it felt so right.
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Ever­y night I snuggled close
Wishing soon I would be snuggling
Close to you.
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One day we started fighting over
Something stupid. You got ******
And called me a *****. I cried so
Much that night, I need relief
So I cut once, twice, thrice times.
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Later that night I took my blood and
Stained the bear under the eyes and
Trailed it all the way down the face
Like you made my tears trail down
My face.
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The next day I saw you with another
And my heart broke a little. I had
Confronted you and you said it was a
Friend nothing to worry about. But
I knew better so my heart broke a little
More.
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I went home and cut, cut, cut took the
Blood and stained a giant red splotch
Over where my heart would be....
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Saw you again and watched you kiss
Another I saw red and walked away.
You came to find me and acted like an
Angel, you said Babe, I love you with
all my heart I knew you were lying but
Said Okay Babe
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Went home and cut, cut, cut and finally
I cut and restitched the bear staining it
With my blood everywhere I cut.
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I came to you the next day Teddy Bear
In hand I gave it to you and said Here's
A piece of me, it's name is The not so Wight
Teddy Bear Hope you enjoyed toying
and abusing cause I had fun cutting and renewing.
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When you see you didn't lose him and when he tells you I want nobody else, but you*

That is the best feeling in the world!!

Dear Life,
I just wanted to let you know you finally won. Youve beaten me down and picked me up again, throwing hopes and dreams into my face only to ****** them away and crush them then laugh at me......You made feel love for someone who Ive never felt with before and you bring fights and emotions that cause me to leave because I can't handle them....So life I just wanted to let you know *you won

I wasn't capable of loving and I'm still not

My heart was made to be toyed with and broken

I was meant to feel love and then destroy my partner

I wasn't put on this earth to love or be loved

I was put on this earth to destroy or *be destroyed

All I wanted was love
All I wanted was happiness
All I wanted was you to see that I care about you
All I wanted was my heart to be whole
All I wanted was to not be Heart Broken
All I wanted was you.......

But the first time when we fight and I want to show you my emotions aren't TOYS and to teach you how to fully love, you take it to far...
So my heart is broken I hope you understand and your stupid ******* ex can go DIE in a hole!!

My heart is once again shattered and its bleeding everywhere....
Do you even care?
Do you even really Love me?

If not just know........*I still love you and will always love you <3

I came to school expecting the worse
                                        Instead...
                                                  I got the best thing anyone could want....
                                                                                 I was accepted.......

Despise me, hate me, that's
Exactly what I need for me to entrance you.
More and more life get's long and tiring, but I enjoy that I can
Over exaggerate my imagination, destroy emotion...But look and Take
Note that no matter what You cannot hurt me, But I can hurt you....

So everyone has heard the term EMO and honestly it makes me sick
That people just throw the term around as if it was a meaningless stick!

EMO isn't just for cutting, and depression, because if that was the actual meaning, everyone be that way at somepoint.

EMO means EMOTIONAL.

EMO isn't just for cutters, or people with really dark personalities.
I'm a Dark person, and I've yet to cut over the last year and couple months.

So the next time you go to throw the "Title"/"Label" EMO at someone, really think about what your saying.

And if someone wants to throw that at you just look and Laugh because  it's obvious they don't have a clue what they are saying.

I'm Pedro the Pirhana
And I don't think I'll see Maniana
'Cos some of me mates
Want me on their Plates!
Washed down with a Pina collada

I know by their glances so fleetin
That there's evil intent in their greetins!
So I'm watchin them
Watchin me, watchin them
While I swallow the one that I'm eating.

Friendship is like ******* your pants.

Everyone can see it, but only you
can feel it's true warmth.

Thank you for being the **** in my pants.
                                           \^-^/
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This is just a fun little challenge I wanted to do with everyone!
So lets see who has the most poetic humor!!

So I drew a picture tonight

And I want to give it to you

Because it's a crying girl with a stitched up heart, that has stitched up words that say "Will you keep it safe?

I want to give it to u because she's giving you her heart, like I have and wants you to love her and protect her heart....But you won't love her back like she loves you....will you??

13- You can't stay mad at him/her for more then a minute or two, and you have to actually try and stay mad.

12- You'll read his/her IMS or other msgs, over and over and over again.

11- You'll walk really, really slow while your with him/her.

10- You'll feel shy whenever your with him/her

9- While thinking about him/her your heart will beat faster and faster.

8- By listening to his/her voice you'll smile for no reason what so ever.

7- While looking at that person you won't be able to see anybody else that's around...only that person.

6- He/she becomes all you think about.

5- You'll get high just by their smell...

4- you'll start listening to really slow songs

3- You'll realize your always smiling to yourself when you think of him/her

2- You'll do anything for him/her

1- While reading this there was ONE person on your mind the WHOLE time.
                                                           ^-^

Okay so I was reading over poems and liking, re-posting, and leaving Comments.

Well I was reading one of my Favorite Poets on here Creep.
Her Poem Strength.

I read it, liked and commented....But my Comment was
I guess I'm weak...

And my after thought was What...the...****?!
I really just said I was weak because of a GUY!

Well I basically just a had a serious Mental slap.

I don't need a ******* man in my life!! and that's the truth! I'm a strong, beautiful, deserving young women!! Did I make a stupid choice and almost cost me my life? Yeah, I did and you know what I learned from it! and if you can't forgive me and actually see me for me then you know what?

******* *******!!!!! I DON'T NEED YOU IN MY LIFE!

The only person I need is me and me alone!
I have true friends that care about me and I have myself that cares about me!

SO you know what? whether you stay or leave I'm still gonna be there for ME because guess what?

You are just Temporary happiness and  me?

Well I'm Permanent happiness!
I can make or break myself

You WILL NOT Make or break me!

SO you know what it's your choice.

Because this girl is strong and doesn't need a man in her life.
I'm strong, independent, and I Will persevere with out You

Cause guess who's back?
That's right! My old *I don't give a **** what you have to say or think about me self

SO thanks to that ******* groundhog we have six more weeks of winter.

SO I'm really hoping once spring and summer get here I'll be back to my normal self again.

NO more love sickness
NO more broken hearts
NO more Sheded Tears
NO more False hopes
NO moreI love you's
NO moreBeing a Love Sick Puppy

SO Hopefully after this winter I'll be over my emotions and back to my Old, empty, tired, worthless, isolated, not giving a **** what you say or think about me self again.

I won't have a guy that makes me feel like I need to look pretty because I won't give a ****
I won't have a guy that makes me feel like I'm not deserving of his love or attention Because guess what? Oh that's right...
I won't give a ****

SO naturally I have some Season Hope in me.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear drop.
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Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.
                                                     ~*Anonymous

With every passing minute.............
*I'm falling more and more in love with you.

LOVE is PAINFUL and when you find it or think you have found it
you should RUN far, far away because it will ONLY cause HEART ACHE

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
Sometimes you can't always see the pain
Someone else feels...

I asked you if I was pretty----You said No
I asked you if I was fat----You said Yes Of course
I asked you if you Wanted to be with me forever---you said No
I asked you if you would Cryif I walked away---you said No
                      
                        I had heard to much, and needed to leave and,

as I walked away...
You grabbed my arm and said..

You are not pretty, you are Beautiful
The only thing Fat, or Big about you is your Heart
I don't Want to be with you forever... I Need to be with you forever.

And baby I wouldn't Cry if you walked away....

                                      *I WOULD DIE!

We were given
Two hands to hold.

Two legs to walk,
Two eyes to see,
Two ears to listen,
But why only one.....
Heart??


Because the other
One was given
To someone for us...

To find......<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I don't care...
...If he Plays with my heart then throws it away

...If he Embraces me tight, but will never stay

...If he Rejects my love, I'll offer it again.

...If he Fails to love me back, I'll love him even then

...If he Erases me from his life, my emotions won't fade

...If he Curses me for my strife, I still won't be afraid.

...He isThe one, I know that for me he is made...

If kisses were raindrops,
      I would send you showers

If hugs were seconds,
      I would send you hours

If smiles were water,
      I would send you oceans

If Love was a Person
      I would send you ME.

But I guess I won't be because I pushed you away thinking my LOVE would keep YOU close to me.

It's times like this where you wish you could take everything back

After this incident

I understand if you don't find me worthy and don't want to be with me anymore....

Yeah it will hurt but I'm  used to the heart break, and sadness so in the end you will just be causing a ripple in my ocean of tears and pain.

Its been awhile since I've last told you how I truly feel.
I love you and that's a true fact because you make my head reel.

I just can't help but feel the way I do.
Maybe you feel the same way too?

The more I think about it, the more I wonder
But should I stop before I Plunder?

I don't deserve you and that's the truth.
If I did truly deserve you why do I not feel that truth?

I want to be with you for as long as I can
I mean come on Saturday 2/7/15 marked three months for us man

But I feel as if you could better...

And this isn't me saying I'm breaking up with you.

This is me expressing how I feel towards you.

I love you with all my heart don't ever forget that...

But babe PLEASE don't break my heart!!

Granted when it does come to the point of ending the relationship
I'm gonna be hurt regardless.

I'm going to cry and be depressed for a little bit but I'll get over it....Eventually.

I guess the whole point of this was to express how I feel with you and to tell you if you don't want to be with me...please tell me now...don't lead me on.

You make me feel special, like one of a kind.
But do I make you feel like that?
Or do I just make it ******* you?

I LOVE YOU...WITH ALL MY HEART
*Please don't ever forget that

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

Seductive and deadly

Harsh and loving.

now most guys are really harsh and you would never think they are capable of love, but they are.
For example my Boyfriend he's a very protective and touchy type.
Now most people would be like Get of me your to clingy
But think about it for a second....Wouldn't it be nice to say that for once it's your man being the one to show you the affection first?

Beautiful and dangerous

No more test
No more finals
No more words

And best of all those were my final words.:-) :-P

We walked into my room as happy as could be
even though it's only been two days. You looked at me and said
"Baby, I love you."

I looked at you and said
"What did you say?"

"I said I love you"

"That's what I thought you said. Come with me."
Runs into bedroom
"Oh yea, just like I planned, *** on the second date."
He whispered to himself.

He walks into the bedroom and before he knows what hit him or in this case knows what "Stabbed" him, I stabbed him in the back and he fell to the floor with a thump.

*:Nice try *******, but I love you doesn't work on me.

Things just aren't like before

I love you just as before.

But sadly I'm scared, I feel as if we are drifting apart
and I want to cry. I try and be the best girlfriend I can be
but is it enough to keep you next to me?

I think I'm just paranoid, but am I right?
Are we drifting?
Going our separate ways?
I'm not leaving and that's because I love you so much
Yes it sounds clingy, but your are my light in my world of darkness...

*Please don't leave me in the dark babe, I'm scared

I'm stressed

I'm tired

I'm paranoid as ****

and all because of these *Final (*******) Exams

***** please!
******* and your Feelings!
I don't care!

You may not be here today
Or Tomorrow but
U will be here Friday and when  are you
Will get a mouthful from me Cause
I don't play when it comes to
Love and right now our
Love is so strong we are
Practically inseparable
Actually we aren't and Friday
You will see that, so be prepared *****
!

1) **** the girl who has been trying to get close to me,
To steal my man.

2) Slay the ***** who hasn't doesn't have the courage to tell my ***** to her face her **** talk.

3) After I **** the ***** from #1 bring her back from the dead and rub it in her face that HE'S MINE

4) Kiss my babe!

I found out a lot of interesting facts today and let me tell you NOBODY comes in between me and my Bae!
SO this ***** has to go.

I looked up and said What do you want from me?
Can't you see I just want my baby back with me?

He looked at me with fire
Hot enough to burn down an empire.

How much do you love him
He seemed so slim.

I would die for him, try for him, cry for him
I would even give up my soul for him, didn't I just tell you this?

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Would you?
Would you be willing to give me your soul, let me eat it, keep you alive enough to see the torture I put your corpse through,
see me ****** innocent people everyday?

Do not make promises with the devil,
we never keep our promise,
dear,
you are literally playing with the devil right now.

I own him.
Simple as that.
I get to do whatever I would like with his soul, and soon,
with yours too it seems.

I will keep his soul, toy with it,
toy with you,
my plaything.

His is mine.

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I don't believe you
Even demons have the chance of telling the truth.

I would sell my soul for him
Give my life to you

If you bring him back to me
Let me see him one last time

Let me tell him I'm sorry
I was wrong to mistrust

I...I love him with all my heart.

Boyfriend comes out

I love you too
Don't worry about me

I need you to be happy
Move on without me.

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Hah! You think you can deal with the devil?
Play devil's advocate?

You are nothing but an angel
trying to be tough.

He is mine,
and this, this exchange?
Pitiful. ****.

He's a liar. He doesn't want you to move on,
He loves himself too much to think about you,
he wants you to be stuck on him,
always worship him like he's your world,
and he'd like to take all that worship and give none back.

Part of why I like him, really.
He has some very nice points,
like the fact that he is so full of himself,
and he has a certain taste for breaking people,
just to name two of his fine points.

This is quite entertaining to watch,
him spilling lies out of his mouth like blood drips from a wound,
you slurping it up as if it was water and you dehydrated.

Hmm.
I'm letting you to give me a show for 5 minutes.
And, darling, dear?
He gets some of my demonic powers.

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Your filthy ******* liar!
I hate you!

He would never sell himself to you to make me
Come back to him.

I came back because I love him.
Runs to the house

Babe, please tell me he's lying?
I love you to much

To much to let you go
I was wrong to mistrust you

Please tell me this whole thing whole
Was just a setup?

Kisses him on the lips

Please don't let him take control!
I need you,

I need you like air to breathe.
The whole time we were apart

My blade became best friend.
Your name is carved into me.

Literally and metaphorically.
Please just tell me you love me?

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This is interesting to watch.

I told you,
watch him.

Watch how he will
kiss you,
slip his hand down your pants...
I told you, you are nothing to him.
You are just another girl to be ******,
another innocent girl.

Watch as he will enchant you
with that devil smile
that makes me so proud,
watch how he will use you,
make you another one of his slaves.

But who am I to say anything?

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Babe?
What are you doing?

Stop! This isn't you!

Stop, struggling and look at me
Don't you remember the first time we kissed?
Right there under that tree?

Don't focus on anything else but me.

No!
Struggles to get free
This isn't you,
This isn't me.

Now I know I was right
To set myself myself free.

You did sell yourself!
Like a ***** *****!

You never wanted me
Only my virginity!

So you know what
I'm done!

I hate you and I hate you
May you both rot in hell for all eternity!

Pulls out cross and throws it at devil

I thought you loved me
And I guess I was wrong
But don't be fooled I will always still Love you
For the man I knew
Wasn't this cruel.

I just have a few words for you.

You hurt her
I hurt you.

You make her cry
I break your face.

You break her Heart
I will fight until the ends of the earth to get to you
and then I will bring you to her put you on your knees
Apologize for every tear you made her cry, every part of her body you might have touched.

For every time she forgave you, for every second she spent on you
For every time you made her think you were the one.

Then I will take you to meat shop cover you in meat and throw you in a dog pound.

Then I will comfort her and take her to get ice cream and make her feel like the Amazing girl she is.

SO THIS IN MY WARNING!!
HURT HER AND I HURT YOU
No if, ands, or but's about it.

As I stood there My heart began sing
And I wondered why it didn't sting?

You looked inside the house
And said something, I was literally doused.

Then I heard him, His anguished screams
I ran towards the house, as my tears became streams.

Then you put your hand out, Causing me to freeze
I started to scream, but all I could do was scream PLEASE!!

You moved so Gracefully
I started thinking Hopefully.

I heard his screams,
And the tears continued to stream.

You stopped in front of me, And bent down and whispered
How much do you love thee?

I said I would die for him, Try for him, Cry for him
I would even give up my soul for him

That's when I realized, this whole thing was game!
A  sick and twisted game to make me tame!

Your body transformed, into something so foul.
I'm pretty sure my face was the ugliest Scowl.

I looked at you and screamed "You ***** liar!
Of course that was a mistake cause all you said was
*"Well *** what did you expect from the devil?"

I finally found you
No more turning blue.

I watched you walk into the house
So I crept as quiet as a mouse.

When I got closer realization hit me
Oh my god I remember this tree!

Then I looked closer
And slumped my shoulders.

You peeked your head out the door
And I shook my head No, no more

You beckoned me closer
And I said *No! I might as well be a composer