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Bailey Jul 2020
The one with no name
It makes your earth quake
As thoughts eat you alive
You hear the static sea
It comes closer
And you welcome the relif
As your mind goes blank
For now you no longer think
Bailey Jun 2020
I see my mirror ahead
Black stainless pieces chipped floating away
I can see myself on the other side
My long hair twisted with rage
My burning gray eyes filled with my mistakes
The scarlet red tears that stream down my face
The black from my soul slowly eating me away
As one black stained arm slowly reaches toward me through my mirror
I see it
My future
I feel the scarlet warm on my cheeks
As my mirrored hand slowly wraps itself around my neck
The sweet metallic smell of steel fills my nose
I open my mouth to scream
As I beg my demon
For forgiveness
Bailey Jun 2020
Eyes slowly close
As the events of today
Turn into the nightmares of tonight
Bailey Jun 2020
I was told the truth
I'm
Lazy
Unwanted
Selfish
Unaccomplished
Narcissistic
Undes­erving

I'm
Sorry

No your not
And that's the problem

Your wrong
I am sorry
For this
And so much more
Bailey Jun 2020
Such a small word
Yet said right
Does the most damage
Bailey Jun 2020
I lay my head
To rest in bed
And wonder
In my little head
Would I be prettier dead?
Bailey Jun 2020
Scared to believe
In something better
Because I've been disappointed before
And last time
It almost killed me

I tell myself
In my dreams
Believing in hope
Is no different
Than praying for disaster
My heart
Is not ready for the next blow

My words are
My greatest weakness
And greatest strength
So having them destroyed
Could really be my end

So I believe in something better
And I pray I'm ready
For the consequences
Or maybe, just maybe
The reward
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