As i cry and you look me in my eye just know my feelings had burst
My tears are the only thing i can show you cause you wont understand my feelings as you see they are hurt
I want you to hold me and say im yours baby just tell me whats wrong and ill make the pain go away
But you act like thats hard to do and way to hard to say
Cause im me in this deep dark hole and not you
I wish you kissed my lips and held me close as my pain would go away
But WAIT
This is not all
I want you to hold me in your arms till the sun falls
I want you to tell me you love me with all your heart and tell me were never gonna be apart
I want YOU and ALL of it not just all these little parts
As i give you me i want you
Only if you knew
Knew how i felt about you
Its sad to say  
Im in love and it wont ever go away

The summer breeze loves to remind me its never to hot and go out to take a peek
As i step from carpet to grass my feet loves the way the yard feels
As i hear birds sing sweet melodies my ears love it as the beautiful chirps keep me chill
As i look up at the bright blue sky my eyes cant look away as if i seen something amazing i just wanna stare all day
As then the breeze kisses my skin once again
I tell myself i never wanna go back in

As it rains my emotions match
As tears fall from my eyes and i catch my breath trying to stay quiet
As the sky turns dark grey i creep my way into the clouds and watch the water fall from sky to ground
As i hear the thunder burst into loud booms my heart beats like a drum
As i feel the drops on my skin i begin to think i am the rain within
I am the clouds that have the power to cry out loud
I am the sky whos as pretty as a butterfly
But i must stay quite cause the storm goes by

Hes my stress reliever
He makes me feel like i belong here when i know i dont
I thank him for his presence as my mother wont
I love him as i never felt love in awhile
All he has to say is my name and here comes my huge smile
I know im safe when im in his arms cause he always says when he hugs me theres no harm
As he tells me you are mine and i am yours i now know what love feels like and it is reliving
It is him
He helps