Don't  
be or play  coy  
baby ;  
show me who you are,
from day
ONE,

NAHHH,

I don't
wanna
wait & find out
after the
honeymoon
faze
has worm off,

Let me see;

Show me the you in 6 months

The one & only
real
YOU.

WHO
you are
when
no one's
paying attention
YOU.

I don't want the 3 months everything is fine & cute You


The whatever you 
 like  
&
wanna please me
you.

The so eager to
spoil
me
&
shower
me
with attention 
 you,

because
this is all lovely 
 sweet
& brand new  to
YOU
type You.

Let me see you
The real you,

The I dont give a ****
YOU?

THE

I'm a  
mental wreck 
 break some ****
type you,

How about ;

The
I'm not who everyone
wants me to be
YOU,
the crazy
"Put the lotion in the basket"
  type you?

Let me see  
YOU,

THE REAL YOU

&

leave all
that
fake
courting

*******
you
AT THE DOOR

WHERE YA HUNG YA COAT!

Mind racing thoughts

As I screamed;  
with my mouth closed;
  too afraid to open up
and
let the voices  out

Who
knows what they'd say;
if allowed to shout Loudly
what's always
in
my head.

Secrets
left
unkempt
have ways
of
coming out.

Shhhhhhhhh

Please  don't  tell!

(they'll send me away again with medicine & try to  make me forget *)