There are holes where my heart should be
There are holes in my brain as well
My body tried to make up for the missing mass
And made some of the remaining parts of my brain swell

Read me your words
I am yet to hear them
Knowledge to be absorbed...

Yet of the unknowns,
There's a fear within.

Trust was never a option
But were there any options to begin with?

A mask of myself
The mask is me
If they think it's just a mask
They won't believe in the me that is real

I crave consumption
An urge to purge,
If you will

To cease all function
I want my body to be still
I want my heart to be still
I want my mind to be free

I crave consumption
I want to undo my reality

I crave consumption
An urge to purge,
If you will

To cease all function
I want my body to be still
I want my heart to be still
I want my mind to be at peace

I crave consumption
I want to be decreased

Immortality is the lack of dying...

Here's a scary thought:
You'll only die when you stop trying

I am so happy right now
I am so searching for a way out

Reality won't stop
I'm kept reminded of everything I'm not