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 Jan 2019 Yağmur Kaya
Leandra
I knew the kisses weren't for me but they were for her lips
The "I love you" was supposed to be heard by her ears and not mine
When you held me, you saw her instead of me
Because you didn't love me
You didn't want me
But I was the "BEST" second choice
I'm sorry that I wasn't her
That you weren't in love with me
That I am in love with you
I'm sorry
 Jan 2019 Yağmur Kaya
ok okay
Life isn't beautiful
Its insufferable
Tedious and dull
Each moment resembles hell
Through constant anguish and pain
We construct an ideal of what we think is sane
And pretend that everything will be okay

Death is true beauty
Its the ultimate escape
When the final light is turned off
Your mind falls into an abyss
You can sleep eternally
And be forgotten like the rest
We long for freedom that transcends the confines of our mind
 Jan 2019 Yağmur Kaya
Rakib
Voices
 Jan 2019 Yağmur Kaya
Rakib
The shallow laughter of devil's trance
Creeping calls of a malicious dance
There's other voices speaking in my crown
In self-slaughter sounds do I drown

Demons dwelling upon my slumber
My days are but numbered
I struggle to keep the lamp kindled
In time my efforts are to be swindled
 Jan 2019 Yağmur Kaya
mer
Broken
 Jan 2019 Yağmur Kaya
mer
Beneath the smile I
fake
At night, I lie
awake
When will the
pain
end?
When will I feel
alive
again?
 Jan 2019 Yağmur Kaya
Colm
Take me away from my own mind
I cannot stand
Another second
Another instance of time
Spent sitting inside  
The same old thoughts and lines
Of mine
Of mind
Of Mine, Of Mind
 Dec 2018 Yağmur Kaya
Nobody
Empty
 Dec 2018 Yağmur Kaya
Nobody
There's no place to suffer,
no going away.
It's dark in here
all of my days.
No smiling lights,
no happy surprise.
Only this disguise,
of constant lies.
I know they bother them,
my sad eyes.
They can't bear to see,
they want me to hide.
Just stay empty inside,
so they won't feel down.
Still one by one,
they'll all turn around.
They won't ever stay,
or test their extent of pain.
They only obey
their impulse to stray far away.
They'll desert me to ache
in this dark hole they can’t take,
where I get no relief
not even in sleep.
So I guess save yourself
I’ll taint that light you keep.
I'll burden your soul,
til you can't take anymore.
Then I'll drain you dry
before I kiss you goodbye.
And you'll never know
when it's all done,
I'll still be empty
but you'll be gone.

— The End —