"shortie" poems
I count the hours,
I count the days.
Since you left me.
How much I miss you,
I count the ways.
I miss your voice,
I miss your touch.
And I miss the face,
That I love so much.
You used to call me baby
Shortie, my world, my love
You used to tickle me and tease me
And say you loved me to the moon
And back.
Darling boy,
You were so in love!
So why cant you just love me again?
Oh my darling boy
I’ve tried in vain
To forget your golden eyes
And smiling face
But that is impossible.
But you seemed to have
Forgotten me.
I so badly wish you loved me.
Once again.
I long to feel
Your warm embrace.
And to see a smile,
Upon your face.
Just one more time.
How to describe it,
There is no way.
The feeling
that is driven deep in my heart
I walk around,
In a permanent daze.
You were pure and sweet
Dangerous and troubled
All at the same beautiful time
You are truly perfect my darling boy.
I miss you so much my darling boy,
To the moon and back again.
And this feeling will go on,
Forever and ever, my darling boy.
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 11:16 PM UTC
an open book on your lap,
hair a black jumble as you cross your legs.
i can hear the skin sliding over skin and the pursing of your lips,
like the sea chumming it up with the salt or some ships.
and of your tongue like a red oval sun
fighting against mine in the dark,
i lilt and drown in the dime of flesh above the ankle strap of your left shoe.
you uncross your legs and look at me, then dip your head toward the ground,
draw your hair out with your fingers, past your face, and let it fall
between your thighs.
skin brown as sand and as hot inside the living room,
beneath seventy watt bulb and lampshade.
you sit up, one mile into my mouth,
and cross your legs again, begin,
*“do you like the way that sounds, joshua?"
when my thighs brush against one another?”*
the moon gets caught
somewhere in a net as birds shut up
and cats uncurl.
unbuckle an ankle strap,
slip one foot barely out of your shoe. *“listen to that,
joshua, you can hear my foot
arching, my legs smearing into one another.”* sand glistens
with sweat
and trembles. uncross legs and gather your hair behind your neck,
slip off your other shoe and claim that you are “naked”.
i believe you
and blame my imagination on the book covered in the folds
of your dress.
***for my shortie
Mar 30, 2013
Mar 30, 2013 at 9:02 PM UTC
To Shortie
There Is something
unique
Behind those eyes
Like a Sun explotion.
Right there happens
A thousand kisses deep
& all the others
Love songs thats makes you
Cry
But, afterwords:
Neither you save me
& neither i fly
So the only thing thats remains
Is this funny smell
Of a memorie on your hips
Give me some clear water
That one thats spill into the rain
and seductively brings life
and life eventually gets
one degree higher
till the sun rises
and you can see
the desert flowers blooming,
and the wind,
colored gorgeous and chanting wind
takes away
my deep dream
about a pair of beautyful
eyes
cause thats belong
to eternity and God
and they are so sacred
as your bellybottom
and my wish
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 10:57 PM UTC
Hey!
Hey you!
Shortie!
Yeah, I know your struggle
I'm not here to pick
I just want you to know
that I hate em too
and it's all alright
there are times when we can just **** the world
hole in the ozone
from the ****
but is that right?
**** I'm mad too
and No, I can't pretend to be a better person than any body else
but I am not thoughtless
so Kid,
don't get mad and punch the wall
crack through it with the broken bones in your hand
no,
take up a brush
and paint in spite of it
*** then
maybe, just maybe
some one will listen
Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 10:59 AM UTC
I found I can't say whatever I want
Through writing I say or express how I feel
I don't try to appeal to crowd
I've always had an opinion
Silence make me angry want to shut down
Ive been through A lot I still won't stop
I can only be me all I got
Released from these chains I fought
Feb 6, 2013
Feb 6, 2013 at 3:10 PM UTC
Dearest,
I'm so sorry to disappoint you, but I failed you. The path you chose for me has a dead end and not with a graduation hat that would prove that I am as smart and hard working as you believed I could be. The good girl you believed was somewhere inside me, your Beatles girl, your shortie, is long gone. But oh, your stubborn one is still here. It's been years and spreading the love you gave me didn't do me any good, not in such society I guess.. You'd know that. I almost forgot your scent until a stranger passed by me the other day and threw a couple of warm memories with the passing scent, the sound of your laugh is almost fading and the the regret of never telling you I loved you doesn't hurt as much, because I know now that you knew.. you knew. you knew! I REALLY HOPE I'M NOT LYING TO MYSELF BECAUSE I CAN'T LIVE WITH THE GUILT ANYMORE.
I need you.
I'm in desperate need of your guidance.
I miss you.
Again and forever, I hope you're where we pray to be.
Goodbye.
your stubborn one,
Huda
Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 11:25 AM UTC