"iwant" poems
iWant To Be Set Free.
Away And Cured From This Addictive Disease.
iWant To Be Happy, iWant To Actually Smile
iWant To Be Able To Feel
iWanna Laugh And Enjoy Life
iDont Like Being Addicted
iDont Like Using And Tweaking No More
iWant To Quit
Sober Up Entirely
From My Health And Mind
iWant The Angel Back On My Shoulders.
iWanna Do Good
iWanna Succeed And Become Somebody
This Drug Always Seems To Get The Best Of Me
To Fall Easily
God Give Me Strength And Strong Wings
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC
iJust Want To Escape From Reality once again.
Heartfull of Pain, Pipe Full of Magic
Im Having So Many
Racing Thoughts, wild emotions zoning i feel like
Im losing it Again, iwant Outs at this moment i want to
Scream **** THIS" And Run Away again. Icant cope
With this, its too much iwant to feel numb and forget.
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 8:57 PM UTC
I just want to watch the sunsets and dance in the rain.
There's not a minute, not a second to spare in time.
I want my mind to be open, and wash away the pain.
It's hard to take risks because I feel there's nothing to gain.
I feel like money buys happiness, but I can't spare a dime.
So I just want to watch the sunsets, and dance in the rain.
When there's no chance to think, my mind becomes scattered and I feel insane.
Nothing fits together like it should, just like a rhyme.
I want my mind to be open and wash away the pain.
I try to understand people, how they work and why they're so vain.
But my minds a mess, no words come out just like a mime.
So I just want to watch the sunsets, and dance in the rain.
Life would be easier if I knew how to express myself and not refrain.
But when I tell how I feel, it's almost as if it's a crime.
Iwant my mind to be open and wash away the pain.
When I finally relax, my thoughts pour out like a drain.
It's like I'm going nowhere and I'm not even in my prime.
I just want to watch the sunsets and dance in the rain.
I want my mind to be open and wash away the pain.
Sep 25, 2010
Sep 25, 2010 at 4:15 PM UTC
Drooling from pharmaceuticals,
and being told what's beautiful.
Recklessly using our mandibles,
and idolizing party animals.
No time to get personal,
Cuz I must go out and buy the product being scammed on this commercial.
Back.
Intelligence being blinded by fear,
So many don't pay mind, too full of beer
and confused why they can't see clear,
or even eye to eye with their closest peer.
Time spent pointing fingers
and wondering why "bad luck" lingers.
A society high on measurements and value measured by possessions.
The "Iwant" society diseased with obsessions.
Sold opinions with television and magazines,
Never realizing the atrocities behind the scenes.
More psych evaluations and pills to swallow,
Or open love connections and spirituality to follow?
Many homeless, while uninhabited homes shows a higher amount.
Pop-culture won't show ya, can the counter-culture even count?
Fatty fast food paired with fast athletes, just to get a meager billion some dollars.
There's still time to change though, which is why we need to bother.
Too cheap to buy selfless items, well then at least pay attention.
See me for clarity, there's a wealth of info I didn't mention.
Dec 16, 2012
Dec 16, 2012 at 6:14 PM UTC
iM Crushing
iSee Him
iWant Him
iFound Him
iLike Him
iM Shy
iTry To Converse
Instead i Compliment
Flirtatious Comments As He Walks Past Me
IReceive A Request
iTs Him, he Found Me
iS All This Meant to be?
We Begin to get closer
Know More about each other
different ways of communication
Never confronted
Video Games, Social Websites, Sibilings
Finally
A Number
We Start To Text One Another
Every Second Every Minute Every Day
iHardly Know About him
He Hardly knows about me
Might he be into me?
I think Everyday About it.
The more letters
iwrite
The more im becoming to like him
Hes Everything iWanted Since Middle school days
little did i guess
we'd become neighbors
was it fate
iM Crushing
iSee Him
iWant Him
iFound Him
iLike Him
iM Hurting
iM Heartbroken
iM Sad
continued...
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC
And I know the outcome of this,
I know how much it will hurt when I land,
Bruised and bleeding,
But I want to wrap my love around you,
Warm you up,
From the mind
down
And Iwant to get dressed in your insides,
The things you ve learned to hide,
Will you let me crawl inside your head space,
And hallow out a place so we me meet beside,
Your ribs to my chest ,
I dance for you my love,
Longing to do more then entertain,
Allow me to wake the dormant feelings
You promised once you'd never feel again.
Because you carve at my insides,
You cause world of warcraft to begin in my stomach,
While mere heart mumurs increase too a caterwaling of my senses till
I am bankrupt of all sound, left with mountains heaving to breathe
And Ido learn to breathe,
Longing to inhale the poetry you produce
In the wake of trails tattoed by spidery fingers,
That prove to be more poisonous then 1st thought,
Leaving me captured,
And I'm sorry but we haven't yet met,
I really wish we had met,
But lover to love
here is the reciepe for my disaster.
Feb 19, 2013
Feb 19, 2013 at 10:20 PM UTC
I am the soldier of the 32nd Battalion.
I wonder if i will make it out alive.
I hear my friends dying around me.
Iwant to fight and win this war for my country.
I am the soldier of the 32nd Battalion.
I understand that i may never see my family again.
I say to others to keep fighting.
I dream of the triumph if we win.
I try to let out my emotions when no one is around.
I hope we all survive but i know it won't happen.
I am the soldier of the 32nd Battalion.
I prtend to be strong in front of others.
I feel so much pain.
I touch my leg and feel blood.
I worry i might not make it.
I cry for my loved ones.
I am the soldier of the 32nd Battallion.
written by maegan cattermull
Sep 17, 2012
Sep 17, 2012 at 11:11 PM UTC
iwant to die with you every day forever
iwant to literally eat you whilst you literally eat me
iwant to find every word that rhymes with your name
iwant to find every song that makes you cry
iwant to give you everything so that iam nothing anymore
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 3:39 AM UTC
iSmile, iLaugh, iHug
Deep Within Me its All an Act.
iFroun, iScream, iCry
Deep Within Me iTs What iFeel
Why Do iFeel Empty?
They Tell Me iHave Everything
A Family, Wealth, Support
iKnow iKnow iKnow
They Say What More?
Idont Know, iDont Feel Alive
iFeel Souless, No interest, lifeless
What Do iWant? What Are
My Needs? To fullfill these Depression Thats deepining .
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 4:09 AM UTC
Will iBe Strong Enough
To Stop,
Im Sober Already
But
Temptation Creeps
Blinds me
Will i be quick to say no if pulled out infront of me?
iWanna Stop but iStill wanna use
At times Idont know what
Iwant.
Sobriety or the highlife...
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 1:14 PM UTC
Merry Christmas, but this is still not a Christmas gift
This is yet another appreciation of you, Janet
I'm still sorry that I can't make you anything other than this
I'm sorry that it's been a year now since I've seen you
It's even more sad now that all I've given you is my words
Even though it's been a year you still mean so much to me
You never really know much you effect someone, until time has gone
This year I didn't make as many friends, but I made some
Mostly everyone I met
Put into perspective how unique you really are
Now that this year is ending there is fewer people I wish I had seen
There's only one person I am writing a poem for right now
Only one person that I want tell how much they matter
I only want one person to know
How important they are before the year ends
Once again believe me I am not building up to say some other person
JANET you are the one person that Iwant to know how special they are
The 1 and only person I think deserves some words
My very being shudders thinking how long it's been
Knowing that I have not seen you for one year
I haven't been there to hold you up for so many days, months, a year
I've missed all your wild and crazy thoughts, all your personality.
I haven't been able to be a real friend
Even one year later you still stand true as one of the best I've ever met
Maybe memories fade with time and so do the people we know
Maybe you have forgotten me after all this time.
Maybe this is much more awkward for you
As you have met many more wonderful people since last year
That does not bother me as you are still a shining moment in my mind
Two people that had little time for all the great memories we have
No matter 1 year or 50, I will always know Janet Kung
We will always have our moments together
The enjoyable experiences of the past
Our luxurious time that can never be gone
The end: I've missed you Janet
Love, Michael.
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 10:15 AM UTC
BECOMING A MAN
I OFTEN WALK ALONE AT NIGHT
I THINK OF WHAT IS WRONG
OR WHAT IS RIGHT
SOME TIMES MY MIND JUST GOES ASTRAY
I START TO THINK OF PLACES FAR AWAY
I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE
ALL IWANT IS YOU TO BE CLOSE TO ME
I SIT AND PRAY AND HOPE FOR IT TO BE
OH PLEASE MY SON COME HOME TO ME
I LOOK TOWARDS THE SKY
AND START TO WONDER WHY
GOD MADE ME PART OF THIS HUMAN RACE
AND TOWARDS HIM I TURN AND FACE
SIR I AM NOT WORTHY
TO SAY YOUR GRACE
I THINK OF WHAT IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN
I THINK OF ALL I HAVE SEEN
MAYBE I WILL MAYBE I CAN
MAYBE IT’S TIME FOR ME
TO GROW UP AND BE THAT MAN
May 5, 2020
May 5, 2020 at 8:03 AM UTC