my eyes are tired
wish i could sleep
smells of coffee
and cologne that's cheap
the clicking of nails
on the slick wood table
everything i do
is so unstable
a sound from my stomach
i'm really hungry
looking in the mirror
the reflection's ugly

I love her
I really love him
And they are in love with me
I'm in love with nobody
And nobody is in love with me
They are a loner
I'm a loner
They are always alone with me
We watch sad movies
And do nothing
And do not talk for weeks
I once told her
I once told him
My mind is numb from the dreams
Lover, lover
Do you hear me
Are you still imaginary?

is not known
I am temporary
for far too long

Colors are just colors
What's the point
of hiding the rainbow
in a world full of grey?