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wablah Feb 2016
I don't want to be that guy
The guy that gets jealous when I see you with other boys
That's not me..yet
You guys are close, and I accept that
Always going out...without me
But you love me
You're just...spending more time with him
And I trust you baby, I really do
But at night I always ask myself
Is there something I should know?

You're allowed to have male friends
I wont keep you isolated
Because it will just backfire on me
Make things complicated
You guys seem to always be going out
Keeping me out
I'm not there, not knowing what's going on
Is there something I should know?

I have become that guy
the guy that gets frustrated when you're with him
When you look at him, talk to him
I now see his ways
He's acting like the perfect friend
but in reality he's trying to get in your pants
I'm a boy, I know how this works
and he ******* knows we're together
But he's...better?
Stronger, Taller...
Better looking... yes, You told me...
Now that I see it this way I cant stand but ask in my head
Is there something I should know?

I've lost it
I've officially lost it
**** him, **** your friendship
**** it, I'm done
I  can't do this any more
The world is spinning around an atmosphere full of questions
Even just a hug, just a single hug
with him is enough
To make me lose my mind
He reached it, your trust, confidence
Now he says  you should move on
find a new man because I'm not good enough?
I knew something happened that one day
The day I restrained myself from asking you in person,
Is there something I should know
I love her, hate him
Both with all my heart
490 · Apr 2016
I stay watching
wablah Apr 2016
I stay watching as he takes you out
Walking out the door to the new world
A world where I'm not with you anymore
A world where you're now with him

I stay watching as he holds you tight
I stay watching as he kisses you right
Right where I used to do it
And said you loved it

I stay watching,
It's breaking my heart
I miss you,
I need you.
I'm afraid of this
478 · May 2016
Odd Remark
wablah May 2016
Finding it funny how people change
From a best friend to a nobody
Like a spaceship that leaves earth
So fast, so loud, then it's gone
No longer able to see where it is.
Moving on isn't my issue
463 · Apr 2016
Left It All Behind
wablah Apr 2016
It wasn't long ago
Long ago from when I didn't know how to react
It felt like I was just being attacked
Everything seemed to just pass slow

I've outgrown it
grabbed it, tossed it and disowned it
I changed,
Changed to something new and better.
And from this experience, I know how to get around it

Never will I let it get to me again
Came too close to lossing some close friends
The one's that mean everything to me
The one's that are there for me
To help me

How can I ever pay them back
For saving me from something I didn't want to be?
When the time comes
I will be there for them
As they were there for me
I was saved before it was too late.
453 · Feb 2016
But I'm back
wablah Feb 2016
I left you all alone
you promised, baby you promised
That we would keep this relationship
I wanted to defend this beautiful land
I nearly sacrificed my life for a command
But I'm back

Back in the same home
Same phone
Yet the frames are left unknown
Who's this man in this picture
And why the **** is there a child in the picture?
Who is there to blame
Everything isn't left the same
I used to know everything about you
Now I question if you still have the same last name?
I'm not sure about what your life has become
or if you even remember me
But I'm back.

I see you and your new man walk through the door
I swear, I don't think your eyes could of grown some more
The shock and terror in your face
Never would you of thought that you'd see me again
A child walks through the door
You broke our promise
"I thought that you were dead"
Excuses come in the race
I've been calling for the past month
Without any response
But I'm back
Just a little poem in the perspective of a Soldier that comes back after years of protecting his country just to realize that his girlfriend broke their commitment.
404 · Jul 2016
Untitled
wablah Jul 2016
You see .. Far there,
A little far from here
A light, A light I can escape
Escape from chaos to another gate
Escape from normal
To find the abnormal
Escape from hurt
To find love
Everyday I look
Everyday I dream
Of my mind to be at peace
By Marly :)
352 · Jan 2016
I'm not okay
wablah Jan 2016
I'm telling you, what we had was true love
Slowly fading away...

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