You don't understand
I feel like ****
Because of you
I'm in tears
Because of you
I get it
I'm a ****** person
I only want my boys
They make me happy
You make me feel ****
But you don't even realise
The damage you cause me
Not it's not all about him
Maybe it should be
He makes me feel safe and okay again
Here I am sitting on my bed
In tears
I can't do anything
You cause me pain
It hurts so bad
I wanna scream

What if
What if one day
You forget me
You forget all the memories
We shared

What if
What if one day
I change my mind
I don't want to be
This person I've become
Anymore?

What if one day
Were no longer friends
No longer talk
No longer spend the days together

What if one day
You forget what we have
You forget my touch
My voice

What if one day
I lose my memory
And forget all of this
All of you
All of my best friend
All of your smile
Oh how I hope I don't

What if....

The whole time
Last night
You were on my mind
Thinking
I wish he was here
The whole time
Something bad happened
I wished you were there
So I could run into your arms
And feel safe again
I miss you so fucken much
That it physically hurts
Please be okay
Please still love me
I miss you so much
And these feelings won't go away

My leg hurts :P
I still need physio
Ugh

Mentally, it's painful

So so so done
Pushed me away enough
Is that really what you want
I've tried and tried
But I can't do this any longer
I'm so so done










Sorry

Why does it hurt to love someone