It's not that easy
But it's not hard
It's in between
Life & death *
It's between
Wake & slumber
You call it your
"Happy place"
I call it hell
Because when you come
Out of that trance
You find reality
And reality is hell
My escape is through
His *smile
And that still is hell
Because he's not mine
And he can smile
To almost anyone

when you lose someone
it stays with you,
leaving a hole in your heart
where that person used to be

there's no getting away from
that aching feeling of loss
it haunts you no matter
where you decide to hide

when you lose someone,
no words can describe
how it truly makes you feel
in the darkest of the night

how is is possible to talk
about a feeling deep within
a feeling that can only
be described as unspeakable

when you lose someone,
time doesn't heal all the wounds
it simply hides them
but the wounds always remain

but somehow it all changes
you don't just lose someone
because in the end
you lose yourself too